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Three days and counting til baby Maddox is here in my arms!!!! I'm freaking out!!!

Well here I am. Past my due date. I went to the doctor today. They "stripped the membrane". I have never felt the pain like that in my entire life. It's like rubbing a cheese grader on your cervix. I was bawling my eyes out and my mom was there to comfort me. I don't cry. EVER. But this time I seriously was in so much pain. They scheduled my " ( Read more... )

Ok so I went to the doctor. Ya figured they'd be gentle. But NO. When you hit about 37 weeks, they have to do a cervical exam each appointment (which is now once a week). to check if your cervix has softened or dilated. Well, so ya figure with my sexual experience ONE DAMN FINGER wouldn't hurt. WELL BY GOLLY IT FEELS LIKE THE BASTARD HAS HALF OF ( Read more... )

I just thought i'd let everyone know that im starting the early labor now...i'm 100% effaced and now I can start dilating. It could still be a few days but by the end of this week my son will be here.

I'm flippin out dude.

P.S. - His Name Is Maddox Gage...i decided to spill the name.

I haven't updated in a while because...well...nothing much has happened. I finally have realized that this child is gonna have to come out somehow. No if ands or buts about it. SCARY!! Not to mention that this weekend is Christmas, next weekend is New Years, and the following weekend the BABYS due. That's if I make it full term of course. Wow, this ( Read more... )

Dialogue:
>Phone Rings and shows 'PRIVATE CALLER'<
Me: "Hello?"
Private Caller: "Hey, whatcha doin?"
>I realize who it is and sighMe: "Sleepin. I don't sleep well anymore ( Read more... )

xxxxxxOkay. Feeling very random tonight ( Read more... )

I'm so suprized how many guys want to fuck a pregnant girl ( Read more... )

I went and saw an attorney today. It fucking makes me sick that Pj will get to keep the baby EVERY OTHER FUCKING WEEKEND overnite and EVEN FUCKING HOLIDAYS! That's the polk county visitation rights and they fucking suck. So basically i get treated like shit and i get the brunt of a lot of unneccessary hatred and he still gets off scott-free with ( Read more... )