seems what it all is
i need to slow down
maybe even stop
ahh
that city i was trying to build?
yea its a mound of bricks with twigs thrown in
feels like im watchin myseelf slide down a cliff
damn....

so i think i like him
i kinda hope he likes me too
hmm
yea so lots has happend
Some of it was shitty when it happend but now
its straight
alot to look back n laugh at
always tryin to emember how we met who
ahh
i havent been hanging out with alot of people tho so im sry to all ive neglected
ahh off to fuck with my phone bill

he wasn't worth nobody wanting me to talk to
sorry to everyone i ditched
i guess i gotta go back to middle school terms n say he was a
temporary lack of judgement
..
shit
feels like i gotta rebuild a city by myself
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crazy shit kids...
C-R-A-Z-Y

i still miss him not as much but i still wish i had one more night with him ....

"Shes gods gif to erf!"

so
its all been good i guess
...feels stupid now

...Costa Rica...
wish i was with him or had someone like him here

hm its all weird
everything i would to hear
...
he says
...
all too weird

...umm broke up with other-him in a txt message cause i couldnt get a hold of him ne other way...
classic

maybe it was a mistake
cause it hurts

it sux when you dont go to the same school
but
its worse for when a whole body of water and some countries seperate you from the one thing thats made u feel worth somethin in awhile

whats worse

im only 1 out of two that probably feels like suchs

Gurl-motions suck!

....el me llamo' por tele'fono...
No puedo describir como me siento

Im sorry to say but i still am not glad to be home
this sucks
Im gonna go volunteer there or something

ooo Chicas i solved the 'Hola Chicas' story and its culprits lol

estrano my chico favorito de Costa Rica