It's march ( Read more... )

School's crazy. crazy bitches. long way to go. getting taxes back is going to be the best day of my life. I miss seeing my best friend. My boyfriend is better than yours by 10 fold....and....hmm. Who knows. mostly routine right now. I do have some hope for this year though.

I climed a mountain yesterday ( Read more... )

Putting some blond back into the hair situation today i think ( Read more... )

back in Kensington
and I've never felt so far from home..

you say it isn't the end,
but it sure feels like it.

i don't know why this is tearing my heart out
but it is.

i hate this.

just keep looking forward.
for the first time in the long time i'm not letting the little things get to me.
i have something that means the world to me, that i would do anything for.
i'm happy.
genuinely happy.

this world is too small and i couldn't run far enough away if i wanted to. everything is stagnant and smells like shit. this is not how my mind played it all out. as usual, i'm left with razor blades and too much time. everything is bleeding.

i've lost a notch or two in my head
don't ask me what that means.
I'm not even sure

working my ass off find a new job. some looking more promising than others ( Read more... )