School is hard. Well maybe not school itself but just trying to balance everything. I dont know what I want to take from school. I dont really know if I wanna go into childcare.

I'm a happy person now. People dont seem to write about the good stuff. But that's good. It just means that the happy people are havign too much fun to write about it.

This thing just kinda seems so pointless lately. I'm really behind on my college stuff. I broke up with Russell. I just dont see the point of being with sum1. I'm leaving for school soon. I dont plan on moving in with anyone or getting married anytime soon. So I'm just dating. Staying single, goin out and trying to have fun. But As for that. ( Read more... )

This weeks work schedule ( Read more... )

Well havent really updated. Things have been goin pretty good. I've been getting really sick lately. I dont know what the fuck is going on. Things with Russell have been good. I mean we've gotten into arguments and little fights now, but nothing out of the ordinary, We're still very happy together. Last night i was violently puking and he came here ( Read more... )

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You Are 22 Years Old

22

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe ( Read more... )

This is weird. This is the 1st time in 31/2 weeks that I'm not with russell when I'm not busy. He's workin 4 till 8 or sumin with his friend Chris. I'm glad he's workin but I dunno, just feels weird. It felt weird leaving him. I do have things to do tho. I gotta do some of my laundry. I gotta edit my college essay. That will only take like an hour ( Read more... )

Things with Russell have been awesome. I've spent everyday with him for the past 2 weeks and i havent been irritated once by him. He's just so unbelieveably good to me. Tonight is Charlene's goin away party. For those of you who dont know, she is moving to florida next week. So Tonight brian b is having a party for her and me and russell are gonna ( Read more... )

Of course, Malden has school today. Makes sense, since the only reason we wouldnt was if the white house blew up! Ugh, but I kinda had a bad morning with my old friend, anxiety. So after some arguments, crying, and finally some understanding. I'm not in school but I'm on the way to the doctor's. This should be fun....NOT!