I am back living in GR, and although i didn't think I'd love it (shout out to Paris), I do.

I am so in love with my little city is disguisting. I spend 5 days a week downtwon, while driving to teach 6th graders who already think that I'm not cool. But believe me, I am.

I am planning on a trip to the b-rap soon, I just think it will be overwhealming ( Read more... )

two days ago a girl was sitting next to me writing letters to God.
today, there is a kid telling a tale about the first time he saw a robot "D", and how it was at a strip club.

i can't wait to graduate.

I am drowning.

I need someone to listen to me.
I need a friend to talk to.
I need someone to pull me out of this mood.

The one I need is 300+ miles away.
I feel like I'm screaming at the top of my lungs.

I LOVE MY LIFE.

"nothing is lost its just frozen it frost"

Reality loves to kick you when your down.
But it also slaps you in the face when your good too.

For instance at the Ryan Adams Concert (i'm panting just thinking about it again), I fell in love with ry-ry my junior year of high school...........6 years later I'm graduating college and still in love. WHAT HAPPENED HERE? I'm not amazed that i still ( Read more... )

She's not really a monster.
She is my little love cuddler.
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My little Jersey

I wish I had some friends here.

Fake friends have no place ( Read more... )

The Mystery of Alyssa ( Read more... )

And sometimes things clear themselves up with a good long talk.

I had a really really bad day today:
and it seems (as of now) that nothing has changed.
Its nice, really it is.

.....................
Sometimes you just want to feel like you matter.

sometimes i want to pass a spanish test.

I give and give, and a balance would be great.

I just wish that I didn't have to try so hard in every aspect of my life.
I wish ( Read more... )