more thoughts that refuse to leave me alone

[givenover18]

How far must i fall, b/f i realize its too late, how low do have have to get b/f i see im lost without you... just one more kiss, anoher touch, am i reaching out for you forgetting about God... am i changing from what ive always been, what ive always stood for, am i choosing this over God... am i taking advantage of or abusing the gift ive been

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I wanna wanna be wanna be wanna be JIM MORRISON!

[onthe45xxxx]

I wish I could give you better advice, but I'm not too sure what to suggest. I mean, I don't want to say the wrong thing, but I'll still pray for you. Have you spoken to him about any of this? That's what I'd do... You might find some of the answers right there.

Re: I wanna wanna be wanna be wanna be JIM MORRISON!

[givenover18]

um, good adivce (0: no well kinda... i don't know if i want to make it an issue... he didn't want to date me until i was sure thats what i wanted, and now he would think i was unsure and it would cause alot of confusion and i don't think i want that yet... i don't know how necessary it is... cuz we already have conflicts and i think we would end up breaking up and i don't think thats what either of us really wants... i know it would be hard on us both.... but thanks for your prayers Gods will is what i want