So I just got back from New York / New Jersey and

I MISS RACHEL FREEMAN.

I also miss everybody else. Dear everybody else, hang out with me. I live at my parents' house again.

Also...

http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=ignorantrob

It's my birthday. It's not earth day. It's my birthday.

I might go to Florida Fest. I hope I do. I haven't seen any bands in 7 months. I haven't seen any of my friends in 7 months. I got new shoes today. Stalin was a mean guy.

I'm clean for six months today. Big ups to Brooklyn.

I'm at a halfway house in Hollywood.

Just kidding, I live in a pineapple under the sea.

I'm in the hospital again. I tried to kill myself. Again.

Cool, right?

I left my hair growing for Olivia she wanted to run her fingers through it and I still haven't cut it because I like it long and I like running my fingers through it but I'm not so sure maybe I should cut it any opinions please?

Things in the world seem like they might be okay so JESUCRISTO why am I always depressed?

Olivia broke up with me.

So, I just got back from the hospital yesterday---the psych ward of Memorial Regional. They put me there because I had a panic attack and was trying to break everything valuable that I had and I wanted to kill myself. I have new glasses now. Tada.