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Wait...they don't love you like I love you
I'm so tired of being here. Sitting here, thinking about everything I've given up or done wrong when it all made sense while it happened. I didn't want to think. I was so tired of thinking everything through and dragging everything out. Everything was suppose to be perfect and everytime this happens we were always perfect, but maybe it's a ( Read more... ) -
Tell me I'm a liar for this
I'm filling my head with such thoughtless things. So unimportant. I guess I should face it and admit that I'm afraid to face what comes next. I've never been there and I don't want to go. I feel like a little kid clinging to the only thing that's familiar to me ( Read more... ) -
Thinking 'bout what I've given up
I have to write thank you notes. I have to call advisors. I have to plans classes and schedules. I have to buy dorm necessities. But all I really want to do is go to the beach or the movies with my friends. I want to go to a concert. It's food for the soul, don't you know? I want to read a book at work. I want to write a poem or a song and ( Read more... ) -
I want to run 1000 miles home
[I want to run back to Oregon]
These days feel like such a waste of time. I don't feel like I'm accomplishing anything. Even going to work seems pointless. I just clean all day and yeah, I get paid for it, but I mean I don't feel like I'm being productive. I guess it's not sitting on my couch though. And I do adore my job, to be honest. All of ( Read more... ) -
Bring all the king’s horses and all the king’s men
[We die to stay alive, we kill to survive]
So so so many things are going on right now. I'm just trying to keep up. Bayside last night, only Bayside canceled because Anthony had food poisoning. Poor guy. I wasn't too upset over that because I've already seen them once. The Status, Four Year Strong, and Straylight Run still played though and it ( Read more... ) -
Just...stuff
When I was little I would make up these stories in my head. Before I can even remember what I was thinking I remember feeling like I had to go. I remember when I was really really little one day I said to my mom, 'I want to go home.' But I was at home and she told me that but I just kept repeating myself. I think I had a dream the night before. ( Read more... ) -
Drowning in mid air
Pig tails and shoe laces. That's all I look good in anymore. I'm going to make Robyn show me how to post stories on here. I'll move some on here I guess. And write more. Of course. I'm working on something now and I don't like it at all. It's like all my ceativeness has been drained, probably because I've filled my mind full of all the ( Read more... ) -
I am not afriad to keep on living
Another crash, another life, the same retched road. I'm detactching. I don't want to think about this one. At all. But I know I can't avoid it when I start passing the cemetary everyday on my way to school ( Read more... ) -
Dreams are just that...Dreams
Dreaming of you ( Read more... ) -
Hey there Delilah
So there's this girl right? And she's sitting on this bus, catching glances ever so often from this boy. This boy she's grown to love. Without getting her hopes up she returns his smiles and plays her friendly role. If only he knew how things really went. She's so honest it's nearly bad for her. Slipping up at the wrong times could cost her ( Read more... )