Bring me to life

[gizmo_mands]

I've gone down down down. Back into depression. It was going okay for a while and now I am my misserable self again.
I'm trying to fight my tears now, in fact I've been wanting to cry all day and my eyes are still hurting from crying yesterday.
I wonder how I could sink this low when I was on top of the world. I've gone down down down and now I'm too

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[isla_de_suenos]

your list --> my list

[gizmo_mands]

*big hug* Thank you Lyz. Maybe you are right, maybe I shouldn't see them as negative points but turn them into positive points. That's a way not to dislike myself right :) Blegh I just wish I'd really believe it because I can feel myself shrink when I walk on the street yknow ? I just feel very uncomfortable walking around and I wasn't before I got this weird again. I wanna be confident again..