I've fallen in love! I'm willing to spend hundreds on...EVERYTHING!!!!

goal: lose 15 pounds by my birthday! no more flab! get down with the sexy sleek look! wooga!

figgies if you see me with a cookie or other equally delicious treat then by all means knock it out of my hands or take it and gobble the little devil up! I WILL COMPLETE MY GOAL!!!!

hey everybody who reads this... what do you want to be when you grow up and or major in, in college!?!

even when it seems like I am closer to them in reality they'll still be so far ahead and I'll just be sitting on my ass wondering why I feel so left behind. golly I'm stupid.

I am soooo freakin pissed off! NO BODY can fix my journal...the real one! all the pages are falling out and I've called two specialists that have both told me that they most likely can not do it! and the one who said he'd take a look at it charges 35 dollars and hour! what if it takes like 10 hours! thats 350 dollars!!! bahhhhh! I am sooo pissed ( Read more... )

I don't want to grow up...

I'm lonely... :(

I am fat as of 5 min ago!!!! damn scales to hell!!!!!! I hate winter break because they are toooooooo many opportunities to eat! I am fine with breakfast lunch and dinner but since school let out I am eating 24/7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its gross and I am pissed!!!!! oh oh I can't wait to school again! I can't mother freakin wait!!! yay! ( Read more... )

he got me a necklace....he picked it out himself...its a real white gold heart...with a REAL DIAMOND...its gorgeous...I love him! :)

growing up makes me sad. I feel like everything is rushing past me and I can't hold on to anything. whenever I get the chance I hold elliott around the waist and close my eyes hoping it will all just stop and I can finally feel like I can breath. but it never stops in what seems like seconds he's telling me we have to go...I just want to know again ( Read more... )

this weekend I have come to realize two important things:
I love my friends so much, and I'm scared they think I'm drifting away!
I don't know what I would do without Elliott James Karten