its getting harder adn harder each day, knowing hes proably happier than ever now that hes "free" of comitent. I had dreams all night long about him, about him wanting to get back together with me...and i woke up balling, realizing it was all a dream. i have so many questions i want answered i want to sit down and talk to him. i want to be able to ( Read more... )

i jsut want to call him and make sure hes okay ( Read more... )

herrooo im so stoked i cant wait at all... it'll be so much fun.
I think im going to bring my board for transportation depending on how out I am and if its raining

oh god its going to be cold, im wearing a short skirt and 1/2 shirt lol
but i honestly prolly wont care

i can't wait!!!!

1 day left!!!!

today was the 1st day i actually had to go to marcus's appartment to work. i got my office all set up which is killer ecasue theres abotu a million cds adn records and 3 turntables adn recording things and all the highest tech things you could ever amagin its insane. at first it was okay we went work shopping and got hot coco/coffe and showed me ( Read more... )

time to get down to work now. this weeking im working friday and saturday at the office 4hrs a day and i have to read some text books and make one table but friday. So i guess tommarrow ends my 8 (9 after tommarrow probably) day long hang-out-with-Martin-a-thon lmao.I was having fun with that too. and everyone else for that matter too ;/ . ill end ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a lot of fun and I totally just went with the flow all night ( Read more... )

so my doctors are of NO help they gave me some sample packs of claritin and told me that id get worse and gave me some info

apparently if it gets much worse (ie mouth or eyes) i could go blind and have to be hospitalized YAY!!!

So basically this is an annalysis or my personality lol however there are quite a few things id ahve to disagree with lol

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 46% Stability |||||||||||| 43% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 66% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% ( Read more... )

NEW JOBdude im sooo stoked ( Read more... )

The Goodwell last night was a ton of fun! there were soooo many people over during the course of the night. last night makes me wish i had a sweet fire pit like that (we would if we were like 2 streets over :/) and it was great to wake up to an amazing person next to me and the great crepe breakfast trasti's mom made ^_ ( Read more... )