I have had to do a ton of soul searching, praying, and just general thinking recently. It's crazy how much things can change in two weeks. Some things have changed for the good. Others for the bad. Most things though, on the outward, have changed for the bad. I mean, I'm homeless, I own enough clothes to last me three days at most without re- ( Read more... )

bad moon's on the rising.

Do Do Do.

(Story of my life recently, but hell, I ain't no fortunate son)

So, I have been awake for 2 1/2 hours now.

Did you know that everything can come crumbling down around you in such a short time period?

I fear that all this shit has become....

Oh, how should I phrase this?

B-A-N-A-N-A-S.

So, I've been somewhat of a ghost recently. Sorry.

To everyone.

It didn't really feel bad though.

I think everyone got a little carried away with my +/-. No, I am not getting kicked out of my house. I just "take up too much room." So, I need to give my bedroom back. Why? Hell if I know. I'm living in the basement full time now. Then moving out soon. To be a hermit.

Can hermits still have hermit friends as neighbors?

Seriously, God, I like you, quit putting me through shit. My dumbass has learned the lesson. Let it be. I think that right now I need to make one of those +/- lists I see all the time ( Read more... )

I just made the worst decision. Not of my life exactly. But for the current times, reading that was not what I should have done. On a moral level or an emotional level. At least I gained insight.

I can only hope things have changed.

A lot has happened and I have little to say about it.

I will say I may make a mistake or two. You know what though? I am becoming comfortable in my mistakes.

Maybe mistakes will work for the good.

Seriously. Why the fuck didn't Danny Glover ever come into my life when I was a poor orphan child to play baseball with me and take care of me? I want to see angels helping the Angels. Why didn't I have a small black child as a friend? Damnit. I WANT MY LIFE TO BE A MOVIE ( Read more... )