i have a ton of growing up to do. i've always known that. however, it's just not sunk in until now.

if anything, i guess i would like to figure out what's going on with me ( Read more... )

Still can't believe the Miami Heat are 2012 NBA Finals Champions. While I'm glad LeBron finally got himself a ring, I really thought this year belonged to Thunder ( Read more... )

maybe i could see you on the holidays, but you're worlds away.

i never forget our yesterdays, but lucky if we're speaking on the holidays.

man, this morning is an office and community morning. i love that my two favorite shows come on back to back.

it's funny to think that i was listening to braid's frame & canvas my sophomore year of high school. that's when i was in love with brittany. on friday nights i would come home and listen to "new nathan detroits" and it summed up my week. i had monday through friday to try to romance brittany, and i never did. that song was the summary of my ( Read more... )

nothing is harder than knowing you like this person. not knowing if you can get over that. friends telling you that this a for sure thing, but never getting that vibe when speaking to to them ( Read more... )

this has been a funky ass weekend. i did, however, manage to get out of doing my presentation next week.

i'm also going to start posting on here more regularly. i need something to keep me sane. writing used to do that. i have no idea why i stopped.

I don't know where this quote originated from, but I found this on Craig Thompson's (of Blankets and Habibi fame) Twitter:

"You know when you love someone when you want them to be happy even if their happiness means that you’re not part of it."

I wish I could have understood this in older relationships. I wish Leigh understood it.

soon, i'll be leaving evansville. i haven't told much of anyone. i plan on making a trip to muncie, just to solidify a friendship that i messed up. when i leave this place, i'll be alone. i won't have the trappings of social norms and obligations to make me feel like i'm losing my certain uniqueness. i'll end up somewhere on the western half ( Read more... )