new livejournal
sunshines_here
add if you want;. its time to get away from gjspaitnedheart.

i looked back on old lj entries. and even i dont know what the hell iw as talking about.

i dont want to feel like anyones mother ( Read more... )

so i didnt gett hat job, they gave it to someone more qualified. even after calling me to come sign papaers meet somepeople and move. so i didnt move, i didnt get my job. when i heard i cried in the bathroom at work for half an hour and in my car for my whole lunch break, because i had told my parents i was moving out, and now im not. when my ( Read more... )

i am waiting for andrew, i know he wont show up. he forgot.

last night i talked to andrew about this wierd commitment issue looming over our heads.
i thought it was better for me to leave to anywhere at this point, to start new.
hes the best, understanding what it is that drives me up the walls about this marriage thing.

so i have this groce virus, yeah. its something im sure i caught from some stupid slut. yeah, the commitment bug. ew, somehting thats always been under my skin is now becoming more visable everyday. i have lost my mind. i think of the future almost every second of the day, right down to when i am here he can do this to have fun and i will have ( Read more... )

so i havent talked to nicole since meeting the piazzaz in HHI. but we atart talking on aim. shes 45 minutes outside of charlotte. awww. still waiting on that call, i think im going to call today, be assirtive and force firing on them, lol. eeek. nicoles still with placid, every man should be like placid, its like he a clone of perfect, lol ( Read more... )

im still waiting for that call. this is total hell ( Read more... )

today was slam dunk great sales. i wanted to laugh in managers face ( Read more... )