When you asked me to be yours.... I said yes with out hesitation
but we're from different worlds and I broke it off
Shortest relationship in history
but now I miss you and I want to be with you 
Can I take it back? Can we put you and I back together again?
You'll say yes... I know you will

I'm sooo damn empty right now. I want to drive and never come back. But, I don't have a car.
Why does this hurt so bad? my insides are turning and my head is spinning... make is stop. make it stop.
I'm slipping.. very very slowly. Slipping back into a world I thought I had left behind. A place i fought so long and hard to leave. 
Save me. 
Bring me ( Read more... )

I've lost weight... but i still feel fat :(

I haven't told anyone that yet.

The best girls live far away.....

all I've found in South Florida are sluts, cheaters, and liars

Tonight Lauren and I watched random bits of shows together ... sort of...  and discussed mini ponies

This was one of the highlights...

ME: do you ever watch parental control?

Lauren: .. i'm watching it right now lol

Me: me too!!!!

Me: the girl isnt' cute at all

Lauren: it's SOOOOO dumb but it makes me laugh and no she isn't

Me: Well shes not my type

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I need to catch my breath ( Read more... )

some people will never learn.

but in other news... Work is going well.

Carla and I are doing better than EVER!

The house is always a mess... because we have 3 kittens. (mine is the chubbiest)

But.. i've made some awesome new friends and my birthday is coming up this monday!

I'm stoked lets get drunk and forget what we did!

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Relationships.. aren't my thing anymore
I just don't like them
and i'm sure as hell not ready for one
so why am I in one.... because i love her

everything is different now ( Read more... )