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I've wasted my time...
It's been two days and Josh still isn't talking to me. I tried to apologize and he still won't listen. Nicole says that I have to show him that I'm the one in charge of this relationship, that he should feel privileged to be dating me. The truth is, I know I'm lucky to be dating him. He's such a great guy. I'm worried I really screwed things up ( Read more... ) -
Same crap, different day
Well, today was definitely worse than yesterday. First everyone was completely hostile and heinous to Nicole and I today and it's all because of Carmen Ferrara. They all hate us now because Carmen's not on the squad and Nic totally doesn't seem to care ( Read more... ) -
Sweet dreams are made of these...
It was nice to come home to an empty house after a day like today. It was like one disaster after another. I've been wondering all day which of the gods I pissed off to deserve such treatment. Maybe Mercury is in retrograde or something like that ( Read more... ) -
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How come no body ever starts journal entries with "Dear Diary..." anymore? I guess this isn't technically a "diary" but still. Anyway, I think today I'll start this one that way. I have a few minutes before Nic comes and picks me up so I wanted to write this ( Read more... ) -
Countdown...
Okay so it's Friday night ( Read more... ) -
A little retail therapy goes a long way...
So I just got back from a shopping marathon with Nic. It was just the thing I needed to get my mind off of Josh. I know that's a surprise, but I'm a little nervous about next week. I mean what if he doesn't like my body? What if I'm really bad at...well everything? I mean yes we've fooled around and stuff, which he said he likes...correction loves ( Read more... ) -
I fell in love with a beautiful stranger...
Please ignore the subject. That song has been stuck in my head all day. Ever since it was playing on the radio when my alarm went off. They have been playing it constantly since it came out two months ago. Stupid Austin Powers movie that I had to sit through twice. I can't believe Josh liked it so much. Though, I guess it wasn't much of a hardship ( Read more... ) -
Welcome to My Life
Wow, my first entry, and I must say I'm a little intimidated. I don't know what to say. Who might read this...but oh well that's what a journal is for right? I can't believe I let Nic talk me into getting one of these, but apparently everyone's got one. If anyone would know that Nic would. Right this is my journal and I'm going on and on about Nic ( Read more... )