i dont want to do this anymore. i dont want to obsess over it. i dont want to count every calorie. i dont want to do my Xhundred situps/pressups/squats, whatever anymore. i dont want to cry when the scales arent my friend. i dont want to feel quilty for taking a 5calorie stick of gum
but i dont want to become fatter. i dont want to stay as i am. i ( Read more... )

just some more pictures...yeah i was really bored :P


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Im SOOOO angry. im livid. CVCJVGYBIVYFSFRHGVBJHVG

It started off in french....im gettng used to Georgie challenging everything i say and sucking up popular ass but today it just got so annoying...like at the beggining of the lesson shes nice to me, and 5 minutes in she just cuts me off completly. like she was takling to bazey and usually ( Read more... )

ive told myself i need to carry on writing here most days, im only using livejournal to look at communities atm! i made up with the girl in the earlier entry so i guess im a bit happier ( Read more... )

i feel so ugly and worthless and stupid...found out a certain persons been bitching about me....and it hurts. if shes reading this, she knows who she is. why couldnt she have just told me i was irritating her instead of harshley telling me to shut the fuck up everytime i even drew breath. shes so rude, she rolls her eyes whenever i start to talk [ ( Read more... )

im feeling so low ( Read more... )

im so broke!me and megan are planning a shopping trip to Leicster soon. i was meant to save my money and end up with £35...£5 to pay my brother back with for a train fare, and £5 to get another train fare, and then £25 to blow in primark...yeah i told you i was broke lol ( Read more... )

sorry i havent written in forever....i dont know why ( Read more... )

im a bit annoyed... i have to have another operation on my ears...this time theyre widening my other ear canal...blah blah blah you know how i feel, because i have so many ops i deserve a ward named after me ( Read more... )