Isn't it amazing how you can keep so much
bottled up inside, and you can walk around and nobody
has any idea

im tired. im tired of trying to explain what it is about them thats tearing me up.

if you ever met me, i know for a fact id be telling jokes and dancing around being all hyper
but really, all i want is for things to go back to how they were. ( Read more... )

its just turned 8pm on a sunday. im dreding school.
i dont know what happened, but i dont have friends anymore
well, i have friends, but since i was away from school after my operations for a month, theyve all moved on. they still hang around with me, but my 2 best friends are pretty much settled with other friends.
i feel so left out, but i cant ( Read more... )

'did you hear about them breaking up? oh i bet its so awful...'
'im sure theyll gte back together, theyre made for eachother'
'i saw him after lunch, he was punching the table'
'oh'

okay, i know its sad that they broke up, but its nobody elses problem but theirs.
why is there so much speculation about this kind of stuff?
if only they even knew about what ( Read more... )

im back looking at ana sites....ive learnt a lot these past few days, and im feeling more determined than ever. ive started excersizing every night. itsgoing okay, because i just put the tv on and do sit ups/pressups

hipssss <3333

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i didnt write this, but i wish i could have this kind of attitude.

how I felt about it...
Beauty, vanity, self-confidence. Not always feeling pretty. Being put down.
I know I talk alot of shit and say exactly how I feel.. because I can actually think for myself. And EVERYONE needs to be like that. You may think self-esteem advice shouldn't come from ( Read more... )

i think everybody needs a new start this year. my resolutions are:
to drink more water
to loose weight
to stop picking my spots
to wear better outfits
to save money
to get my homework in on time
to get on better with my family

i think my life would actually be a lot better if i suceed in those things. its not really asking for much, and i know i can do it ( Read more... )

i knew something like this was going to happen :'[ im feeling so ill its insane. i had to go to the hospital last night because my stitches are infected and weeping and they gave me some antibiotics but now ive got a pounding headache, fzzy vision (excuse any typin mistakes, i can hardly see the keyboard) aching stomach, a migrane...eh im going to ( Read more... )

Alexandra and Kaitlyn with mummy and daddy

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im absoulutly disqusted with myself. im bigger than my effing sister, and she's 25. i always thought at the back of my mind that i was skinnier than i thought. but im not.

mini-rant over, how are all you bloggers?

im well cold.

ITS ALMOST CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSS!
ive been feeling around the presents for me under the tree, but no guesses yet...i know im ( Read more... )

ITS CHRISTMASSSSSSS!
well, almost :p how is everybody?

im getting bored of staying at home now :p but its the last day of term today so theres no point in me going to school.
and i think i'll end up fainting or something lol

my willpower has got to be sooo strong these next 2 weeks.
they'll be so much chocolate/alcohol/lefover in the house, and the last ( Read more... )