i'm swtiching back to my old livejournal for a while called emo0punk05

You Belong in 1974If you scored ( Read more... )

I've been coming up against people with theories of an uncontrollable animal inside them. They say a part of us is no different than the animals. I strongly disagree. To imitate our higher power rather than our finite selves seems to work. I'm hella twacked out by Kelsey covering a great fall out boy song while trying to keep my min on live journal ( Read more... )

I've been digging the jay Z/Linkin Park song encore latley. I went to Oregon this last weekend to make amends to my grandparents in Oregon. I now feel drinking is no longer an option for me. This journey can be a battle or a peaceful process, but drinking is not the awnser. God bless

You Are Rain
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I'm lagging on my ninth step. I don't really see it as my fault, but I know it is. I'm blind to self knowledge because its usually only the stuff I wanna know. I'm at com and meeting with my newly sober old friend along with someone else for a short time. I've recenley been becoming my old self: dry sarcastic, Insultive, juvenile. It really sucks ( Read more... )

I'm finally hitting a slump in my life. Its not that bad, but I don't wanna go to meetings sometimes. I just wanna stay home and play video games. I go anyways and it helps to have commitments everynight, but Monday. I've been listening to michael Jackson a lot and have been recording at Alex's house. I'm on my ninth step and have to go up to ( Read more... )

I've been getting feelings of childhood all day long. The good feelings when I use to go adventuring in the hills all alone or with my dog. That serene feeling is attractive. I've gotten to repay my dad the last few weeks by being a sober, son to him and him being a sober father for me. I hate the topic of gratitude in meetings because it usually ( Read more... )

I wish I could help my brothers in life. Its selfish, and dishonest so I don't force it. I'm working on new music gradually and finishing old songs. I'm getting a new computer this weekend, and plan to transfer my stuff so i can record it all. I'm thinking of calling the album "the politics of dxm and NA exposed". It features L-MO, Snitches and ( Read more... )

the therapy we've undergone to reconcile differences has left me in the ditches digging holes to barry innocence. I can no longer stare into the sun burning my eyes while I sit in melancholy throwing up over my pride. It was 4 years to the day we'd run our asses from the jake while eating herbalizer cakce, but then I got dun sent away and since ( Read more... )

I'm at a point in my life where I'm trying to understand my self as an animal. We (as people) observe animals and can figure out their habitat by their habits. I'm the glaring_punk because every morning I wake up (ofcourse) and hate that blue sunny day. I glare at people unintentionally, but threateningly. I wish I was born with sunglasses. My life ( Read more... )