i want to do something different. being here is driving me crazy. i want to go do something with my life and i dont want my family to hate me for it. i don't want them to hate me if i move out of state or move away at all. i want them to trust me and let me make my own mistakes and stop acting like they own me. i did it on my own for 3 months. they ( Read more... )

do people just go nuts and lose it after a while? grief. i'm not talking about things they can't control either. i'm talking about things they can. or rather, things they chose to do, for reasons no one can understand. when they know it's not a great idea. it's not as cool as it comes off. i can say that from personal experience. you realize that ( Read more... )

My, you people are just crawling with livliness ( Read more... )

well...i thought i would update while im actaully logged in here...

i dunno what to say tho. um...life sucks. but it's good in the bigger picture.

im trying to get things together. and um...yeah thats about it. i need a job. so im supposed to be way busy and all that.

but yeah. im still alive. so i'll talk to you people laterness. :) yep yep

I was re-reading a few of my journal entris in here. It surprises me how much I've changed in the past year...i mean, not bad changes, just changes. Like...some of them were kind of forced, like moving here and other things, and some of them were choices of mine, and others just...happened. But they all seem to be working out very well. Which im ( Read more... )

Um...I talked to someone I'm technically not supposed to talk to. But I don't care, neither of us is complaining, and I think we can all be mature enough about it. It's nice tho...he gives good advice, and listens, and it seems i can relate to him more than most of my freinds (no offence to you guys). But i think it's because he gets things some ( Read more... )

Hey crazy people ( Read more... )

So...I went to this pet store and they had sting rays in the front and doggies like mine in the back...and all these lizards and fish and birds...i guess cuz it was a pet store...lol. Anyway, I bought my iguana some smaller food that smells like trix...i dont think he can swallow the kind I got him a few days ago. And I asked if they were hiring. ( Read more... )

Soo...I thought I'd update in here finally ( Read more... )

So...looks like I'm gonna go ahead and go out to Utah (for those who don't know, my cousine called and begged me to come out and help out while she's waiting to have twins)...the perks are a lot better than I thought...Ok, here we go ( Read more... )