Its funny how you can miss someone that you have never even been in the same room with. 

Way too late? Why am I not at least attempting to sleep. I know that it is a part of life ...people coming and going, but sadly that doesn't make it any easier. With most people from my past it is easy to see that they weren't so good for me in the first place. But 2 names, 2 faces come to mind that I miss the most. And reading the old live journal ( Read more... )

Whats the point in all this screaming? No one's listening anyway....

Sometimes I get this urge to yell at someone "hey get the fuck out of my thoughts, you aren't welcome there"....but then that would mean letting them know they got to you. Crap!

It's amazing just how fast inspiration can come and go sometimes. Life is funny, but not always in the haha kinda way.

Almost 2 am already? How is that possible? And the better question :: why is no one ever up when I am? At least we are back home now. Sleeping in my own bed again will be nice <3

I always tell myself that I will come back to writing in this thing. But mostly I think I keep it around as  a reminder of my past. I am not sure if thats a positive or negative,  but its too much to figure out in one night.

I doubt that anyone uses this thing anymore. And if so I doubt they would remember me. But here goes nothing...

Just when life seemed so happy.. and then THIS ( Read more... )