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Sorry if you are still out there
I was looking over my older posts and realized what a twat I was when I was younger. Sorry about that guys. Hope all is well!
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Every day....
Surrounded by triggers. How can I help these children when all I see is a mirror of myself? How can I help them learn to walk again when I barely stagger myself? After work it takes me hours to ground myself. Restrict, Bing, cut, scratch...repeat. A constant flow of it staring at me everyday. It is an ich I resist scratching....
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Don't leave
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myself
I don't need to cut myself. my family does it for me everyday
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hard
finding it hard not to cut today. someone's ungratefulness is swallowing me whole. I keep lashing out. I want to be sudated
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panic
why can't I just sleep like I see others?
my restless mind will not let me. not ever.
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let me off
My life is like a yo-yo. Two of them flying past my face every minute of every waking hour of my day. I was promised a roller coaster and get the tower of terror. Between the two of you I never know what way to act, or what to expect around every corner. You dissolve my nerves into gritty sandy water. Some times I just need a moment off this ride.
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so livejournal, I come back to you after all this time. this was my place to freely vent my anger and sadness and I miss it. I hate to feel these pages with mainly poetic grief but this is my place my domain to be on the darker side of myself . oh how I've missed you
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Fml
what the fuck. why do you do this on purpose just to hurt me. you are killing all that I am. I am become the thing you keep expecting me to be. How could you do that to me.
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