I understood that the world was nothing:
A mechanical chaos of casual, brute enmity on which we stupidly impose our hopes and fears.
I understood that, finally and absolutely, I alone exist.
All the rest, I saw, is merely what pushes me,
or what I push against blindly-
as blindly as all that is not myself pushes back.
Grendel.

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