This quiz has been accurate everytime I've taken it. I underlined the parts, for me, that are so so so true.

Your Existing Situation
Works well in cooperation with others but is disinclined to take the leading role. Needs a personal life of mutual understanding and freedom from discord.

Your Stress SourcesThe existing situation is disagreeable ( Read more... )

What I chewed + spit so far today ( Read more... )

Dear Mia - You know me better than I know myself. You have had me in check from the get-go. My strengths, my weaknesses, my memories, and my goals.. you can exceed them all. You love me. I mean something to you and you need me, like water in the desert. I am the most important thing to you.. you can't live without me. And I know I can't live ( Read more... )

Catherine just came over a few minutes ago. Standing there in her cute little size 1 denims, size small tank top and jacket. Looking cute enough to make a Hello-Kitty want to vomit.

I don't even care if I lose my breasts now from starvation. Who cares about breasts anyway?

I went out with Beth, Megan, and Larkin today. I needed to buy some diet coke and my mother refuses to buy me diet anything. Megan bought some chocolate cookies and she urged me to have some. I couldn't say what I wanted to, "No, I'm not hungry", because they know I don't eat in the morning or during school.. and I couldn't say what I needed to ( Read more... )

My mother was such a hooker today. Ugh. We went to Publix to buy things for dinner and she asked me if I wanted ham for a sandwich, I said yes and then ran off to go get some rice cakes. Ham is pretty much the only lunch meat that I will eat. My mother knows this.. and all day she was emphasizing how I needed to go home and eat something. So ( Read more... )

I know that it seems like I have dropped off the face of the Earth. I've been busy with my other journal.. you know, the journal where I don't get too in depth? Well.. I always try to have a topic when I write in this one, darlings. And I finally have something worth saying once more ( Read more... )

I remember about 3 years ago me, my mother, and the kids went out to eat at a Chinese restaurant. We must have seemed like any other single mom family. Kids running around, arguing over who gets what to drink. A teenage girl, too curvy for her own good, pegging people near-by with forture cookies and a stop-you-in-your-tracks smile. I remember ( Read more... )

So, this is my new journal, I suppose. I mean.. I'll still be writing in the other, of course, but it won't be real like this one is going to be. I just am so tired of posting things in the journal that all my friends read. Because we can't have this whole pseudo-safety net.. we can't all pretend that we don't read the other's journals.. and I ( Read more... )

I've tried walking away, but I don't even remember getting here. As if in screaming from years of substances and an obvious problem with my neurosis, I had created someone else. It's almost five AM, an ungodly hour to be awake(unless you hadn't slept yet), and I'm coming to the realization that any side is the other side of the rainbow, ... and ( Read more... )