this is the point at which i break
break into pieces
and break away from you
all of you
so dont criticize my life
you drove me to it
id do anything to get away from this
ill cut the strings
because this time next year
i should have my plane tickets booked
to california
and maryland will just be an outline
i wont be full of it
and its drama and

i want to get away from here more than i ever have ( Read more... )

i need to differentiate here from there ( Read more... )

i can say that im truly loving the present ( Read more... )

so i dont really use this but incase someone is reading... perhaps elina i will update like i promised i would ( Read more... )

over break i need to:
loose weight/be healthier
make money
take pictures.

all i really want to do:
go to switzerland.

i need to take pictures that mean something to me
i need to just take pictures
more
all the time

im getting excited for winter
i dotn really know why
its the first thing ive been excited about in a long time

uh thats it.

right now im falling apart
completely
i need to get my mind
wrapped around something
i need friday to be here
i need to see you
and be reminded of when things
werent so fucked up
you remind me of something
other than this city.

i need us to be undoubtabley real ( Read more... )

i dont think anyone reads this anymore ( Read more... )