the words aren't stuck in my throat anymore.
i feel a billion times better.

I'm scared.
surgery. soon. goodbye gallbladder.

Things are ok. I guess. I'm living with my dad now, my moms off to Florida for good now. I'm not sure what she doing, and i really don't care. I'm not mad at her like i thought i would be. Infact it kinda seems like shes dead. Its weird. I guess i'm so use to losing people that when she moved i was sorta numb. I guess its nice that shes gone, but ( Read more... )

moving day.
april 21st 2007.
mom leaves.

i still havent figured out how to eat with my tongue piercing.
i keep biting it and it hurts.
grrr....

is it may yet?
she fell tonight.
i wanted to laugh.

This isn't the mania anymore, but its not the depression either. It's the 'in between' i guess. Im not really sure if the 'in between' really is real, but to me it is.  Things are pretty good i suppose. There not horrible anymore atleast.

Is It May Yet?

Mom leaves in may, and i dont think i've ever been this excited. Once she leaves i'll be living ( Read more... )

Oh Shit.

You make me wanna vomit.

yesterday was the best 'anti' valentines day ever.

whore?
youre funny.