I've become everything I tried and wished I hadn't.  I am falling back into my depression because of stress. I have fallen in love once agian with someone who doesnt love me back. its just someone who wants sex and only sex so i gave in to him for a while there. but then today hes just gone. him and the 24 yearold boy. and the secret hidden boy in ( Read more... )

Right so life lately sucks... I miss the way things used to be. I hate things now, where everyone uses everyone else and no one cares about the other's feelings. Nothing matters to the bitches&hoes except who they can fuck, how many times, and how they're gunna get their next boyfriend. And to my homies I got madd love =] But to the dumb kids who ( Read more... )

Today I :

Went to Jacob's first birthday
Almost got into a fight with some dumb bitches
Drank with some kid I've never met before

Seems like a good day <3

Oh and I got free lipstick and hung out with amanda, nessa, and mel, and some mike dude not kid cause he'll get mad... and i saw shelby, brandon, allison, josh and people's family

I'm sorry for causing so much drama in everyone's lives... and if I haven't fucked up your life and you care to believe that i wont just tell me... but for everyone else this is goodbye i dont feel the need to talk to people who get mad at me for little things and who confuse me... i do that enough myself who knows maybe im saying this all out of ( Read more... )

Hi kidds, so heres what I've been doing lately. Wensday... hung out with my brother, Vanessa, and Shelby... me and nessa spent the night at Shelby's. Thursday went to Sterlingfest with Vanessa, Shelby, and John. It was boring kinda. Then today me and Shelby went to Sterlingfest hung out with Elishya, Franchesca, Danielle, Alexis(I think thats what ( Read more... )

So, right now Robert Shawn Lovett is eating a 7 year old box of grape-NUTS. I think this is freaking halarious. So, comment because you love me and I love you and then I'll update this silly thing more often so you don't call me so much people... j/k. Peace out biatches.

<333 xXxNicoleyoxXx <333

Hey kiddies I feel like writing in this is imortant because I rarely ever talk to anyone anymore because I'm always so busy. But anywhoo. Today I am planning on feeling like I'm 10 again and going to the Greabner End of the Year Carnival with Robert and Vanessa and some other kidds but who knows. Right now I'm just chillen' out waiting to leave ( Read more... )

My soul purpose in leaving is because I love you. There is no more to be said except for goodbye sunshine.

So, its been a long while. Nothing too interesting has happened just going to school as usual talking to kids. Fighting with my mom. My brother is back in town and when I found out I was happy and now that he's here its like he's still not. I'm helping with the musical agian, it's pretty good. Go see it dec. 1,2,3 at Stevenson. 9$ a ticket. Nothing ( Read more... )

I've never had to play pretend for this long... How much longer do I have to play?