Do You ( Read more... )

Well, Sunday morning my parents got a phone call. They were on the phone for about a half hour and I wanted to talk to Kelli, so I got on my cell phone. after about a half hour talking to Kelli, my parents came down to talk to me about the call. They just started asking me all these questions about sex and rape and all this stuff. I told them ( Read more... )

bleh ( Read more... )

Things are getting better for the moment with david and i. i can tell this is going to be very very slow emotional relationship. i sorta like the idea, sorta. ill still have to get used it. im not miserable, i never was to anyone who thought i was. hes everything i have ever wanted since i can remember and now that its happening, im not gonna let ( Read more... )

Well today is 9-15-04. This morning, i wont say friend exactly, but someone i just met yesterday, Happy(nickname)McGeorge(16 i think) killed himself. I found out while i was at church. I was really shocked. i guess he was already on anti-depressants. he told everyone he was moving, but it was really just a way to say goodbye. a lot of my friends ( Read more... )

im bored. ill update soon. promise. get off my back. lol. ugg. i hate how gay i am:(! roar. i love david.

Uggg. romantic movies suck. i love them so much, but they make me sad at the end. i guess thats what they are supposed to do. i just want someone to be all romantic with me. you know. ugggg.. im such a stupid little kid. hmm.. im a helpless romantic. hey what can i say.

starting off the day, i avoided the creepy kid on the bus in the morning. then when i got to school, i went over and talked to nick, i was just looking around and spotted david. i saw him talking to a bunch of girls so i didnt go over. i wanted to go over, but i dont have very good self-esteem i guess and i would have felt stupid and fat:(. i hate ( Read more... )

yeah i dont really know whats going with david. oh well. ill find out sooner or later. hmm. anyways ( Read more... )

well today went bad. i had a horrible headache throught pretty much the entrie day. i thought kelli was mad at me for what i said last night, or how i said things last night. i was kinda rude i guess. my mom was yelling all day, which didnt make my head feel any better. my ibprofen decided not to start working until 1030 tonight. well i starte ( Read more... )