i had an emotionl break down today.....i feel like crap. and i don't wonna cry anymore because i think i'v cried enough from 12 am to now. my mom was right i should have gone to school....i guess i just can't take all of this shit and hope that i will be ok and bundle it all up in a jar and act like it disapeared because it didn't. i haven't been ( Read more... )

i haen't updated since like the longest..well proved my theory that i wouldn't keep it all organized and updated. kinda sucks to prove myself right. lol. oh well. i have been having like the worse week ever. i almost had like a fit, thank god turndle finally got the point that i wasn't going to leave him alone untill he fixed my shit!!! well i am ( Read more... )

oh man my head hurts...so i was parting and i think i might have had one too many spiked punches. i just got up from be d and yes i am still in my pj's but it's all good i am suppose to get picked up to do soemthing but i am not sure what. anyways i am suppoe to go eat ice cream some time this week. but i don't know when. omg my cuzins friend was ( Read more... )

so i just woke up. yes it is late and what!! lol. anyways i might go hangout with my bro today if not i am gonna go somewhere with my cuzin(not the one who flaked out yesterday) but another one. omg x-mass is like here now!!! yeah!!! i am so happy. omg robin we need to go visit mr. k cuz yesterday that shit didn't happen cuz of some dumbass ppl, ( Read more... )

i am so happy x-mass is only 13 days away. yeah!!! i love to buy ppl presents and shop for other ppl. it's so much fun. i still have to shop for so many ppl, it's crazy i always wait untill the last minute. thats a bad thing i guess. anyways i really wonna go to this party this weekend its suppose to be crazy and of course i am there. lol.

stupid Dylan made me have all this junk food and now i feel sick man. this makes me very upset. anyways i have to give a shout out to my buddy Sammy (Brown Pride!!!!!!) haha. anyways i think i might go to your frat party sammy but call me ok. well see ya ppl.

so this person who i haven't talked to calss me and said that they want to hang out. i mean the thing is that i kinda like him and i can't because i know it would never work out. i mean he is what you can call "b/f material", but he isn't how can i put it avaliable. i don't want to go back to 2 years ago when my brother was out at war, because i ( Read more... )

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so i have decided i only like black and white guys if you are mixed with any of those your ok too. i am sooooooooooo done with this bullshit!!! i hate how guys can just be jerks sometimes! grrrrrrrrrr. I HATE GUYS!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

hey you know who you are!!!! haha!! your prolly gonna kill me for this but i lov you loly pop kid!!! hahaha!!! anyways i found out that you don't like one of my friends but it's ok some times she gets on my nerves too!!! haha!!!!! well loly pop kid i lov ya and hope you read this.... i told you i was gonna dedicate a whole enrty on you!!!