this deserves to be in both journals...it must be said

[gldfngrroxmysox]

sometimes i truly amaze my ability to fuck up people's lives...now, i don't want to give myself too much credit, for that would be saying that i am important to someone and that someone cares about me, which is hard for me to believe since, like i just stated, i pretty much enter your life, turn everything upside down and end any happiness i

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[anonymous]

You are so incredibly over-critical yourself that it makes me want to beat you with the mythical stick of common sense so you could see how many people you've generalized into this pessimistic anti-ideal you're imagining. I can think of numerous people that you've brightened the lives of without the slightest hint of fucking things up. Yes, I contemplated your words, but only for an amount of time that would be best quantified in fractions of a blink of an eye. You know as well as I do that the words you wrote in this entry were spawned from heightened emotion and absence of clear headed rationale. I don't fault you for feeling such extreme emotion, but to make sweeping generalizations that you've upturned so many people's lives is simply absurd. You've felt this way before, and you're sure to feel it again, but the one thing you must keep in mind is the lack of permanence it posseses. What stays constant is the fact that you are a good person and a boon to anyone worthy of calling you their friend.

that's right!

[real_fever_dog]

I couldn't have said it better myself...
really I couldn't.

[gldfngrroxmysox]

you're right, i shouldn't generalize like that...in specificity, i should just say at least 2...but at least 2 is quite enough for me...enough to make my mind so full of thoughts, yet so empty of rationale