i haven't posted in here in forever. i'm talking to max on the phone. it's cold in my apartment so i put a sweatshirt. the end.

you have it all wrong...i don't question God's existance...never truly have...but you know what i do question? his intentions ( Read more... )

i haven't talked about that which was tucson inn ( Read more... )

i love life

yeah, i know that's a huge contrast from my last entry but, as you can see, time has passed...not all wounds have healed and i have much to work on, but i still love life, including its bad points...if you're still doubting my sincerity: fuck you :)

sometimes i truly amaze my ability to fuck up people's lives...now, i don't want to give myself too much credit, for that would be saying that i am important to someone and that someone cares about me, which is hard for me to believe since, like i just stated, i pretty much enter your life, turn everything upside down and end any happiness i ( Read more... )

( my previous mexico entry is way cooler, but out of boredome, click here )

mike: mexico is like las vegas but more dirty and ghetto and for younger people

it's official: i have been to mexico

( viva la mexico )

"Do you recall the day the music stopped? The terror, days of silence, not knowing how many mornings you would awaken to nothingness. Before this your life may have moved swiftly along in a goal-directed fashion. Perhaps choices were made that were ambitious as you met short-term and long-term goals. Initiative and motivation to perform any and all ( Read more... )

chris evans (yes, that's his real name...and he kicks ass like academy chris evans too) did our lecture today in my philosophy class...i stayed awake and did not even open my laptop...i find what he says to be fascinating...today we were introduced to augustine's writings...i know it looks like a lot to read, but there are only three main points, ( Read more... )

i look around and my jealousy of the "beautiful" people walking around grows

but then i stop and remind myself of this simple thought:

pretty girls and boys get their hearts broken too