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Prompt Post #7

Feb 01, 2012 09:29

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FTM!Blaine/Kurt – transgender, dysphoria – hurt/comfort anonymous June 1 2012, 23:42:27 UTC

So, because ftm!Blaine has gotten in my head now and won't go away, I just really want an ftm!Blaine fic, where Kurt finds out by accident (maybe Blaine was too scared to tell him, because of the bisexuality freakout?) but after the initial shock wears off, he turns out to be really supportive ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 1a/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 8 2012, 20:10:10 UTC

This started as just a simple little thing, but it kept growing and growing. The main plot takes place from 3.05 onwards in a largely canon compliant AU. Non background-only characters include ftm!Blaine, Kurt, Blaine's parents, Cooper and to a lesser extent Sebastian and Trent.

PrologueAs a young child you don't have a concept of gender, and you have never even heard the word "identity". It doesn't really occur to you that the world is divided into male and female - boys and girls; men and women - and that there are different sets of expectations for each. You just exist. When you're old enough to talk, you call yourself a girl because it's what you're supposed to do. It's what the world tells you that you are ( ... )

Re: Fill: Beautifully Wrong 1b/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophob ilovescarves89 August 8 2012, 20:11:11 UTC

It doesn't last ( ... )

Re: Fill: Beautifully Wrong 1b/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophob ilovescarves89 August 8 2012, 20:23:21 UTC

First proper chapter will be posted tomorrow (I'm in Europe ftr) and everything will be posted on my journal as well.

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 2a/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:15:34 UTC

A/N: The chapter headings will all be from Glee songs. These are from Tonight and Uptown Girl. Normally I wouldn't have bothered with the pronoun change, but in this instance it made me uncomfortable to keep it as it was. Also, no Karofsky in the bar scene (or at all in the fic). Nothing against the character, he just didn't fit in here. The chapter got quite long, so I'm splitting it in three to avoid deep nesting.

Chapter 1

Today all day I had the feeling (When he's talking)

Kurt didn't know. No one did. Or rather no one besides the people that couldn't not know. There was Blaine's family obviously: His parents and Cooper; aunts and uncles, cousins and grandparents. Then there was Blaine's doctors and therapist, who oversaw his treatment. All those were unavoidable. School administrations at Blaine's first high school, at Dalton and now at McKinley had also been told, which was necessary for certain allowances to be made (Blaine didn't shower with the rest of the boys after P.E. and he was excused from certain field trips). ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 2b/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:17:30 UTC

It wasn't that Blaine put much, if any, stock in Artie's idea that that one specific experience could really make or break anyone's performance. Rather he was caught uncomfortably off guard by the whole thing. His awkward 'I'm waiting for the right time,' in response to the inquiry about his first time, was only half-true, because the truth was that Blaine hadn't been waiting as much as he had ignored the topic of sex and physical intimacy altogether. Now that it been brought brutally back to the forefront of his mind, however, and Blaine was hit with the sudden realization that he and Kurt were coming up on their ninth month together and there was only so much longer Kurt would be satisfied with what they had now, Blaine had to face the fact that he may very well be running out of time ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 2c/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:18:35 UTC

'No, he wasn't. It was just--' Blaine cut himself off when he heard the front door slam downstairs. Saved by the bell. 'Hold on, that's my mom. I just gotta...' Blaine grabbed something off his bedside table and waved it in front of Kurt as though that was an explanation. 'Be right back.' And before Kurt could do much more than look frustrated, Blaine had left the bedroom faster than if it had been on fire ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 2d/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:19:42 UTC

'What are you doing?' Kurt asked as Blaine found the record he was looking for and pulled it from its case. 'I thought you still had to finish ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 2e/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:20:40 UTC

'God, Roxy Music makes me wanna build a time machine just so I can go back to the seventies and give Bryan Ferry a high five ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 3a/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:24:55 UTC

Chapter 1 cont.No matter how much he stood by his decision to transfer to McKinley, it had not been without some regret in his heart that Blaine had said goodbye to Dalton back in September. It was a strange feeling walking through the grand halls of the place he had called home for two years, still remembering and recognizing every detail as if he had never left, but as a visitor now and no longer really belonging here. The odd thing was that, despite playing the male lead in the school musical and having been accepted into the glee club by anyone that wasn't Finn (what was his problem, anyway?), Blaine still didn't really feel like he belonged at McKinley either. He had the sneaking suspicion that he could stop coming to school tomorrow and no one besides Kurt and maybe a few teachers would notice or care ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 3b/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:26:15 UTC

Trent frowned for a short moment, but then he seemed to catch on and gave a small nod. 'Sure. Can you hang around though? I have to go meet with the guidance counselor. Say in an hour at the dorms ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 3c/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:27:18 UTC

Inevitably Blaine's thoughts circled back around - as they always did these days - to Kurt and the conversation that must come. He felt his stomach do a sudden unpleasant swoop, and he looked at his watch, willing the clock to go faster as the urge to talk to Trent got impossibly stronger. Trent who had known Blaine's story since five minutes after they met and who had accepted Blaine unconditionally despite seeing sides of Blaine that the other boys - not being his roommate - never did. Blaine sometimes wished that he and Trent could have just fallen for each other. Things - well, some things - would have been so much simpler then ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 3d/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:28:42 UTC

Trent let out a long breath of air. 'Yes. Good. Thank you.' Trent sank onto his bed, leaning against the wall at the the head of the bed, and Blaine joined him, sitting sideways and letting his shoe-clad feet dangle over the edge. 'See, this is why I need you ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 3e/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:30:02 UTC

'Try telling his former best friend that.' Blaine paused. 'Do you remember last year when Kurt and I had that big fight? When I thought I might be bi? He completely tore me a new one and basically denied that bisexuality exists. What's he gonna do when I tell him I'm transgender? It's not even like either of us can hide behind a “maybe” with that one.'

There were a few moments of silence in which Trent seemed to be contemplating something. 'You do realize that it was love at first sight with the two of you, right? Okay, maybe not “love” but something. Kurt knew. You, on the other hand, were a little slower on the uptake. The guys had a bet going about how long it would take you.'

'What, seriously? You bet on us?'

'Well, I didn't,' Trent corrected as though it were a matter of pride. 'Although I may have acted as referee. Jeff won, by the way. He bet it would happen by Regionals ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 3f/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:30:52 UTC

Blaine was already at the Lima Bean when Sebastian got there nearly ten minutes early. He imagined Blaine worrying about being late and appearing rude and showing up fifteen minutes early as a result. Filing the knowledge away for later use, Sebastian grinned as he greeted the shorter boy and led the way to the counter to place their orders. Blaine Anderson, the person, was turning out to be quite different from what Blaine Anderson, the performer, had led Sebastian to expect. Far be it from him to complain, though. This was so much more interesting. There was a certain schoolboy innocence about Blaine, that Sebastian was itching to explore before ultimately stripping it away, layer by layer ( ... )

Fill: Beautifully Wrong 4a/? – ftm!Blaine/Kurt, Andersons – dysphoria, transphobia, homophobia ilovescarves89 August 9 2012, 11:32:43 UTC

The moment Sebastian suggested a night out at the local gay bar, Blaine knew it was a bad idea, but it wasn't until he and Kurt actually got there the next night that he realized just how uncomfortable the night was going to be. As they spotted Sebastian across the room at the bar, Kurt murmured just loud enough for Blaine to hear him over the music, 'I really don't like that guy ( ... )

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