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Abused Blaine
anonymous
April 13 2011, 04:53:32 UTC
Blaine can take a lot of crap from his father. He can handle the nasty phrases, the slaps and kicks, and the constant fear of being thrown out. He brushes it off because he knows that one day he'll be free of that horrible place and make something of himself.
Then one day, his father comes home in a fit of drunken rage and heads up to Blaine's room. After a few initial punches he turns to Blaine's well loved instruments. He smashes Blaine's guitar, violin, and keyboard leaving Blaine sitting among the shattered remains.
It's the last straw for Blaine who calls up Wes, David or Kurt in hysterics, sobbing out everything.
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 1bellax_xmuerteApril 19 2011, 11:26:09 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 1 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric. Spoilers: Aired episodes. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism. Word Count:1,631 Notes: My first attempt at Glee-fic. Fill for this angst meme prompt. Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 2bellax_xmuerteApril 22 2011, 17:07:14 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 2 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric. Spoilers: Aired episodes. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism. Word Count:2,212 Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Thanks to those who commented on Part 1, you keep me going. Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 3bellax_xmuerteApril 25 2011, 19:11:48 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 3 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric. Spoilers: Aired episodes. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism. Word Count:2,914 Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Thanks to the lovely people who have left me and my Blaine wonderful comments, you inspire me. I hope this is okay, I both love it and hate it. Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 4bellax_xmuerteApril 28 2011, 18:13:14 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 4 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric. Spoilers: Aired episodes. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism. Word Count:3,544 Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Thanks to the lovely people who have left me and my Blaine wonderful comments, you inspire me. I hope this is okay for you. Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 5bellax_xmuerteMay 7 2011, 18:33:59 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 5 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric. Spoilers: Aired episodes. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism. Word Count:4,527 Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Thanks to the lovely people who have left me and my Blaine wonderful comments, you inspire me. It was hard for me to write something so sad today because I’m so happy. Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 6bellax_xmuerteMay 7 2011, 18:39:25 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 6 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric. Spoilers: Aired episodes. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism. Word Count:3,464 Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Thanks to the lovely people who have left me and my Blaine wonderful comments, you inspire me. This took me longer to write because I’m feeling a little sickly, hopefully my feverish brain hasn‘t ruined everything! Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 7bellax_xmuerteMay 8 2011, 21:06:19 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 7 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric. Spoilers: Aired episodes. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism. Word Count:4,268 Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Thanks to the lovely people who have left me and my Blaine wonderful comments, you inspire me. This is for you. Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 8bellax_xmuerteMay 12 2011, 10:01:38 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 8 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric. Spoilers: Aired episodes but no prom spoilers. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism. Word Count:2,983 Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
More Notes: This is a happier chapter. You know why? Because Prom Queen broke me. If I write about anyone crying, I’ll cry and I can’t cry all day. So, I give you a rare glimpse at happy!Blaine. Yes, you read that right. Blaine is happier. In a round about way, this is my obligatory post ‘Prom Queen’ post!
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 9bellax_xmuerteMay 17 2011, 20:19:45 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 9 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric. Puck friendship. Spoilers: Aired episodes but no prom spoilers. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism. Word Count:5,754 Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. This chapter is heavy, I just wanted to let you know in case you can’t handle that today. But remember after the hurt comes the comfort. Also, this isn’t perfect but if you do read this, this part is for you. Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 11bellax_xmuerteMay 24 2011, 20:06:28 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 11 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric. Hudmels + Puck. Spoilers: Aired episodes. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism. Word Count:4,192 Notes: Inspired by this angst meme prompt. This chapter is for every single person who has ever left me and my Blaine a lovely comment. You inspire me. Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 13bellax_xmuerteJune 2 2011, 07:13:19 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 13 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric. Spoilers: Aired episodes. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism, PTSD. Word Count: 3,519 Notes: Inspired by this angst meme prompt. Remember that time I told you all it was going to get better from now on? Well, I lied, I lied a lot. Also, there’s a new warning. If you read this part, this part is for YOU, and it’s for my Blaine because he deserves a truthful healing process. <3 Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 14bellax_xmuerteJuly 1 2011, 12:12:37 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 14 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric. Spoilers: Aired episodes. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism, PTSD. Word Count: 4,104 Notes: Inspired by this angst meme prompt. So, I'm back! This chapter was hard, I re-wrote it a hundred times. I hope someone likes it. If you've been waiting for this, well, this is for you. <3 Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 15bellax_xmuerteJuly 13 2011, 10:21:44 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 15 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric. Spoilers: Aired episodes. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism, PTSD. Word Count: 6,231 Notes: Inspired by this angst meme prompt. Until this chapter I had never cried whilst writing. This completely broke my heart, if there are errors it‘s because I couldn‘t see the keyboard. I’m sorry this took so long, I went to see Darren Criss live last week and that kind of put everything on hold. I hope you like this. It’s for you. <3 Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 16bellax_xmuerteJuly 20 2011, 23:53:24 UTC
Title: Keeping Courageous & Carrying On - Part 16 Rating (overall): NC-17 Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric. Spoilers: Aired episodes. Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism, PTSD. Word Count: 4,232 Notes: Inspired by this angst meme prompt. This took a while because I’ve been a little under the weather. It’s not the best chapter but important things do happen. I hope it’s okay for you guys. Thanks for everything. <3 Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Then one day, his father comes home in a fit of drunken rage and heads up to Blaine's room. After a few initial punches he turns to Blaine's well loved instruments. He smashes Blaine's guitar, violin, and keyboard leaving Blaine sitting among the shattered remains.
It's the last straw for Blaine who calls up Wes, David or Kurt in hysterics, sobbing out everything.
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Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism.
Word Count:1,631
Notes: My first attempt at Glee-fic. Fill for this angst meme prompt.
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
It’s repulsive the way he can shamelessly present himself like this to me. The way he tries to beat me down with his words and his fists whilst covered in his own filth.
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Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism.
Word Count:2,212
Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Thanks to those who commented on Part 1, you keep me going.
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Previous:
Part 1
New:
My body is tolerable for the most part- my shoulders are killing me, my head is pounding, my neck is burning but the rest of me is okay. It’s going to be okay. I’m going to be okay. Breathe, Blaine. You’re okay. Breathe. You’re still alive.
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Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism.
Word Count:2,914
Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Thanks to the lovely people who have left me and my Blaine wonderful comments, you inspire me. I hope this is okay, I both love it and hate it.
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Previous:
Part 1 || Part 2
New:
I think that sometimes your friends can be your family, and even though mine don’t know that anything is wrong, I feel like they’ve been rallying around me all day.
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Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism.
Word Count:3,544
Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Thanks to the lovely people who have left me and my Blaine wonderful comments, you inspire me. I hope this is okay for you.
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Previous:
Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3
New:
I feel like a freed bird but nevertheless a bird on a string because I know that eventually I’ll have to go back into my cage.
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Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism.
Word Count:4,527
Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Thanks to the lovely people who have left me and my Blaine wonderful comments, you inspire me. It was hard for me to write something so sad today because I’m so happy.
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Previous:
Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3 || Part 4
New:
I’m starting to doubt myself. I can’t do that, that’s what he’d want me to do. He’d want me to question myself and everybody and everything but I can’t. I can’t live like that, who could?
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Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism.
Word Count:3,464
Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Thanks to the lovely people who have left me and my Blaine wonderful comments, you inspire me. This took me longer to write because I’m feeling a little sickly, hopefully my feverish brain hasn‘t ruined everything!
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Previous:
Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3 || Part 4 || Part 5
New:
He can’t wipe it away because our hands are still firmly entwined. There’s something profound about not being able to hide yourself when you feel so lost.
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Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism.
Word Count:4,268
Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. Thanks to the lovely people who have left me and my Blaine wonderful comments, you inspire me. This is for you.
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Previous:
Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3 || Part 4 || Part 5 || Part 6
New:
I can’t help but feel touched when we pull up outside my house and Kurt tells me that it’s not too late to turn back around.
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Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt, Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes but no prom spoilers.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism.
Word Count:2,983
Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt.
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Previous:
Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3 || Part 4 || Part 5 || Part 6 || Part 7
More Notes:
This is a happier chapter. You know why? Because Prom Queen broke me. If I write about anyone crying, I’ll cry and I can’t cry all day. So, I give you a rare glimpse at happy!Blaine. Yes, you read that right. Blaine is happier. In a round about way, this is my obligatory post ‘Prom Queen’ post!
New:
It’s this childish, moody, self-indulgent side of Kurt that makes me smile the most. The side of him that’s drama for the sake of palaver and diva for the sake of trying. They’re quite attractive, in a ( ... )
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Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric. Puck friendship.
Spoilers: Aired episodes but no prom spoilers.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism.
Word Count:5,754
Notes: Fill for this angst meme prompt. This chapter is heavy, I just wanted to let you know in case you can’t handle that today. But remember after the hurt comes the comfort. Also, this isn’t perfect but if you do read this, this part is for you.
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Previous:
Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3 || Part 4 || Part 5 || Part 6 || Part 7 || Part 8
New:
This, I think, feels worse than been spat at because it’s a weird act of public humiliation and that makes it so much worse. I thought this was private, I thought we didn’t talk about this. After I’ve worked so hard to keep all of this a secret it‘s like a punch in the gut.
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Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric. Hudmels + Puck.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism.
Word Count:4,192
Notes: Inspired by this angst meme prompt. This chapter is for every single person who has ever left me and my Blaine a lovely comment. You inspire me.
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Previous:
Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3 || Part 4 || Part 5
Part 6 || Part 7 || Part 8 || Part 9 || Part 10
New:
“Good for you, kid.” Burt says without delay and he offers me the tiniest of smiles, like he’s proud that I stood up for myself. Like he’s proud that my legs worked and I ran and ran and ran.
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Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism, PTSD.
Word Count: 3,519
Notes: Inspired by this angst meme prompt. Remember that time I told you all it was going to get better from now on? Well, I lied, I lied a lot. Also, there’s a new warning. If you read this part, this part is for YOU, and it’s for my Blaine because he deserves a truthful healing process. <3
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Previous:
|| Part 01 || Part 02 || Part 03 || Part 04 || Part 05 || Part 06 || Part 07 || Part 08 || Part 09 ||
|| Part 10 || Part 11 || Part 12 ||
New:
That day, when I woke up and everything was different, I didn’t tell anyone, I didn’t make a fuss, I just carried on like everything was normal. I ignored the fact that a piece of me was missing; ( ... )
Reply
Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism, PTSD.
Word Count: 4,104
Notes: Inspired by this angst meme prompt. So, I'm back! This chapter was hard, I re-wrote it a hundred times. I hope someone likes it. If you've been waiting for this, well, this is for you. <3
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Previous:
|| Part 01 || Part 02 || Part 03 || Part 04 || Part 05 || Part 06 || Part 07 || Part 08 || Part 09 ||
|| Part 10 || Part 11 || Part 12 || Part 13 ||
New:
It's overwhelmingly obvious that Kurt is nervous about being alone with me and I can't blame him for that, not after I shouted at him like I did in his kitchen. I saw how scared he was, I saw how ready to run away from me he was, I saw the conflict in his eyes, I saw him make the ( ... )
Reply
Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism, PTSD.
Word Count: 6,231
Notes: Inspired by this angst meme prompt. Until this chapter I had never cried whilst writing. This completely broke my heart, if there are errors it‘s because I couldn‘t see the keyboard. I’m sorry this took so long, I went to see Darren Criss live last week and that kind of put everything on hold. I hope you like this. It’s for you. <3
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Previous:
|| Part 01 || Part 02 || Part 03 || Part 04 || Part 05 || Part 06 || Part 07 || Part 08 || Part 09 ||
|| Part 10 || Part 11 || Part 12 || Part 13 || Part 14 ||
New:
When consciousness finally hits me, it doesn’t hit me like a brick, like it usual does, it hits me like a bag of feathers and ( ... )
Reply
Rating (overall): NC-17
Pairings: Pre Blaine/Kurt. Blaine centric.
Spoilers: Aired episodes.
Warnings: Abuse, Violence, Alcoholism, PTSD.
Word Count: 4,232
Notes: Inspired by this angst meme prompt. This took a while because I’ve been a little under the weather. It’s not the best chapter but important things do happen. I hope it’s okay for you guys. Thanks for everything. <3
Summary: Blaine’s father is abusive but he refuses to be brought down by it all. He knows that one day he’s going to make something of his life. He can cope as long as he believes in himself.
Previous:
|| Part 01 || Part 02 || Part 03 || Part 04 || Part 05 || Part 06 || Part 07 || Part 08 || Part 09 ||
|| Part 10 || Part 11 || Part 12 || Part 13 || Part 14 || Part 15 ||
New:
“I just want to sleep without waking up scared.” I whisper then, as I drag my eyes to our hands, his thumb stroking over mine. Even men like Burt, manly men, men who like sports, own a garage, wear plaid and watch The Deadliest Catch, ( ... )
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