we never danced.

how in the hell did i let that happen?

despair is when you know without a doubt that you will fail, that it will not work, and that all is lost.

and not a single person, animal, or being...save god...knows anything in all its certainty.

and so in this truth, and it possibly being the only one guaranteed, there is always hope, there is always a chance, and there will always be a way.

by the way

i am in hawaii right now staying with luke....for anyone who cares

sometimes 2 things come apart, and they never quite fit back together.
things change and people move on.
and those are the times, some of the few, that i do not feet afraid
those are the times i realize im not dead, or dying
im just living

so

this time im not drunk, and me and kaitly are still together. i guess you could say we had our first bump, but we worked through it, and have had a lot of fun since then. she just left today for her internship in san antonio....so its going to be interesting. but i think we will be fine

otherwise life is good. its hot out though......

im far too drunk to be posting on here ( Read more... )

life collapses soo fast

theres a definate change ( Read more... )

ive been working at the cemetary for over a week now and have yet to see a ghost.....

my conclution:

they are afraid of me
because i am just that badass

SUBMIT TO YOUR LORD!!!!!!!!!
DARTH BUSH!!!!


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