WELL, today was Mr. Mott's funeral. Horrible. It was really nice though. We all miss you terribly, may you forever rest in peace. You are with the angels now, no one can hurt you. RIP<3 ( Read more... )

I dont have any way to ease into saying this .. My bestfriends dad just died. He was rushed to the hospital thursday night, and they took him off life support yesterday. The last time i saw him was the begining of the summer and he gave me a kiss on the head saying that he had missed me(I had just gotten back from a year in va) I hadnt seen him ( Read more... )

Ive been letting all this "drama" just fall right off me. But its starting to make me sick to my stomach. I could never ... fathom why people say things and cause even more of a problem just because they are bored. Let it all go, please. You make me want to puke.

GOGOL BORDELLO last night!! Ahhh amazing! Me and Gretchen pushed and body slammed our way to the front of the stage, getting stepped on by giants and hair thrown in our faces. But, we made it. They were so good, so much energy. I can never understand though why people on the slim outskirts of the energetic crowd in the middle just... stand there ( Read more... )

Im at the very end of my rope, yet im still giving more than i have trying to please everyone else in any way i can. This isnt even me, im not human anymore. I dont even know what im giving, because theres nothing left of me to give. On top of this, my "friends" are acting 15, as if they were still in highschool despite the fact that they are all ( Read more... )

sick as a fucking dog.. but i finally got my goddamn 0s in! just as well, something else to hurt and throb on my body.

I really dont have any expectations anymore. They are in the gutters... if that. Fuck it all, fuck everyone, fuck everything. I always get fucked over, why should i be surprised in the least. Might as well stay my only friend. My familys even shitting on me.

Ugh, this is so tiresome.

DEAR MY MOMMIE AND DADDYS LITTLE PATHETIC NJ COPS AND STATE POLICE FRIENDS,

FUCK OFFFF!!!IM SICK OF ALL YOU BASTARDS WATCHING THE SITES I LOOK AT ONLINE, STALKING MY LIVEJOURNAL, MY OLD BLURTY, MY OLD MYSPACE, MY NEW MYSPACE, MY FUTURE JOB SITES. FUCKING CHRIST, YOURE USING YOUR PATHETIC POWER ILLEGALLY WITH NO AUTHORIZATION FROM THE STATE OF ( Read more... )

Oh my love we can live on the stars
Wouldnt we be attractive
Riding in our shiny motor cars
With eyeglasses full of stars
And plenty of paper for scenery paintings..

I didnt realize bitches went out of their way, to find my LIVEJOURNAL, take the time to read it, aaand comment. Thanks :] Now i know im worth your time. Too bad this post is the only time i have for you.

forever and always
Brigitte<3