I have been dealing with PTSD for a while now. It has effected my job, my social life, my love life, my sleeping patterns, and my ability to live a normal life. I have seen therapists, taken mass amounts of pills, and stopped drinking. So the question is “When is this going to go away ( Read more... )

So I start school in a few weeks and I am really excited. I am taking three classes and working full time. I was going to work full time, and go to school full time but I think that I will see how I do this semester and then take it from there. I am taking 'Rise of Civilizations', a painting class, and a voice/speech class ( Read more... )

I think that it is day 34 of not drinking. I am doing good and having fun. I also talked to my step sisters for the first time in about sixteen years. It was actually kind of cool. I don't know how that would have panned out if I'd been drinking ( Read more... )

.... AND STILL NOT DRINKING

It's been about a week of me not drinking. Not a huge accomplishment but a start. I am actually surprised to how many people are being supportive of me through this. I have only been to that one meeting. I think that I will go to them as I feel the need ( Read more... )

 Let's see. I left off in the depths of a down mood. I went and stayed at my mom's house on Friday night. As soon as I got there she offered me a drink. I was insistant on saying no. I told her what had been going on and told her that I wanted to stop drinking. I wasn't able to sleep at all after I decided what I did. I posted it everywhere that I ( Read more... )

I have decided that I need to get some kind of help. Whenever I have something bothering me I usually drink. I think that it will help get my mind off stuff but it ALWAYS makes it worse. I know that you all think I'm crazy, and I am. I think the alcohol makes it much worse.

I am sorry if I have done anything to any of you that has left a bad taste ( Read more... )

 So I went into hermit mode for a while. Here is what is new with me ( Read more... )

If I ever leave this world alive ( Read more... )

I am leaving this harbour ( Read more... )