I haven't been taking my meds or smoking pot recently. Suddenly I cannot find my anxiety meds. I know I had well over 20 in the bottle. They were on my counter last week. Hrmmm I either misplaced them or someone took them. Either way I am long overdue for a refill. I needed them today. I was stressing harder than I should at work today.

I feel like a productive member of society lately. I am working again. I am also doing the school thing. I am really enjoying both. I am doing well at my job, which gives me some sense of self esteem. I have also been dating lately. It has been nice. I still wish to find someone that I fall head over heels for. I haven't had that for a long time ( Read more... )

Idealist Portrait of the Teacher (ENFJ ( Read more... )

All I have to say about it is it was TOTALLY worth the money. I have not felt so free and open to what life has in store. It is something that I wish that I could give to everyone I care about. It was truly a profound experiencehttp://www.landmarkeducation.com/

I have been considering doing landmark form training. My friend recently went and had a lot of success. She has been encouraging me to go. She has also offered to pay for some of it. I still am not working and the training is expensive. I would totally be willing to do it if I can come up with the money. She told me that she feels so strongly about ( Read more... )

....to have healthy and productive relationships in 2009. <3

Aug 30th was two months, still doing good. Things are going better these days.

I am feeling better than I was earlier this week. I went into work today. I went to class yesterday as well. That feels huge to me after barely getting out of bed for days ( Read more... )

So I guess my most recent ex is now hitting up one of my best friends. I told her to go for it. I guess this has been going on since Yenn's birthday. hrmph. Funny Adam knows that she was one of my best friends. I wonder why he didn't mention anything about it to me.

I have been feeling really depressed recently. I slept nearly all weekend. Even though all I wanted to do was stay in bed on Monday I managed to make it into work and school. Tues and today I missed work. I didn't go to class yesterday but went today ( Read more... )