This is the music that gets me through the day. Reminding me of what keeps me alive and the beauty, pain, and dark sides of Love. I know not many people I know really like them. But they are my savior ( Read more... )

The rose of everlasting ( Read more... )

I wish I had someone right now. To take me away. To wipe the tears in my eyes. To take away the emptiness she leaves me with. I don't belong here, as I believe I don't belong anywhere. I can remember this sadness, and I thought I could overcome. But I am only falling once again. The air now sick and stale, empty of words because all we already said ( Read more... )

No one knows what it's like ( Read more... )

I wish I could make things ok. Not just for myself but for everyone I care about too. I don't want things perfect, because perfection doesnt exist to me, but being just "ok" would be nice ( Read more... )

I need a shoulder to cry on right now. But my mother just ignores me, Jay has to work, and there is no one else around. I feel, though I haven't gotten any sleep yet, full of energy. I could talk someones ear off right now, with just misc. crap. I have things I should be doing right now, but I don't have the right motivation. I think it's from the ( Read more... )

This past weekend was good. It was like a 5 day weekend since I got to see Jay for 5 days in a row. Valentines day was fun. I was really tired all day though because SOMEONE woke me up! But that wasn't a ig deal. I had fun hanging out with him in the morning then going over to Jays to pick him up so we could all hang out. Later that night when it ( Read more... )

THIS IS A HAPPY JOURNAL ENTRY!

I wish we could go back to the first moments together. I miss the first time we hugged, and the way it made me feel. We didn't want to let go of each other. I miss the way things were with us. We never argued, or had doubts of whether or not we wanted to see each other or be in our arms once again. You hugged me, but I felt cold. You didn't even ( Read more... )

I feel rejected, and ugly ( Read more... )