I saw my car today. I can honestly saw I don't know how I'm alive..

I can't explain the reasons I am who I am. Some say its your parents, your friends or the environment you are in, or some combination of all of them. I couldn't say exactly what I think it is. All I know is I am this person, a young lady who has a big heart. I quickly grow to love and care deeply for people. I tend to trust individuals before I ( Read more... )

the power of music. think about it, its amazing. one song can bring about a wave of emotion in a matter of moments. It can get you pumped up,it can give you inspiration to be positive or appreciate the things around you, or make you sad completely overcome by past memories, experiences and feelings..

some days are just hard...flat out hard.

Do you ever find it interesting how poeple are inspired? For some its a book, others a movie, for some a death, or a major catastrophe. Why do we need something to help us do the things we have been wanting to? I saw Elizabethtown today. It was interesting, I still don't know if I really liked it or not but there was this one scene that really ( Read more... )

my dad and i haven't truly spoken in about 2 months. him and my mom fight all the time. I cried every night for about two weeks. its been a rough summer.

walking to clear your thoughts? who in the world came up with that idea, and did they actually think it was a valid statement? I mean truthfull if you have a lot of things weighing you down in your mind, taking a nice long walk is not going to suddenly solve them. when you have major issues they need to be resolved, contemplated, risks taken, ( Read more... )

soul searching. even the name of it sounds scary and unknown. I am in the process of soul searching. Soul Searching is always on tv shows, and movies, and books, and such but what is the actual process. How does one go about "finding their soul." I have morals, I know my name, my family, my home, my school, my grades, but I don't know where i want ( Read more... )

lonelier than ever...

It is a new year. I must say things are very different then they were last year at this moment in time, and they are also very different from the way they were at the beginng of theschool year. Change is hard, distance is hard, separating from the ones you love is hard and growing apart is very hard. There are certain things in my life right now ( Read more... )