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my muscles are so sore.. i've had between 650 and 700 calories today. a little bit too much, but maybe it's okay because my muscles need energy to recover :) nevertheless, im going to do my thigh & ab workout video when I get home today, plus a few extra back leg lifts, situps with a ball catch, and those leg raises with my butt hanging off the ( Read more... ) -
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hi! sorry i haven't been on here in forever..i would read some entries before i post but im on the app so i don't think i can :/ I have really sucky news. my laptop is shot. like it got that Vista Guardian 2010 virus on it and I tried to download a program that removes it, and now my comp won't open anything that ends in .exe. basically, that's ( Read more... ) -
i'm back...
Eating ends now. I have a super hot boyfriend who has a super hot body, and I can not look the way I do now when I'm in public with him. We're going to start partying and clubbing together soon and I need to be super skinny like I used to be :(
Today I had:
2 brownies (FML) (600)
fruit snacks (180)
lucky charms (220)
=1000
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Bootcamp.
not ana bootcamp. fitness bootcamp.
im gonna start it tomorrow. cause i finally got myself in the best shape ive been in a long time and blew it over a matter of a few days. im gonna plan it one day at a time.
DAY ONE:
Breakfast: 2 hardboiled egg whites
Lunch: 1 cup Kashi GoLean Crunch! cereal
Dinner: idk
--no snacks
--exercise until sore.
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its scary. my mom just gave me a hug for no reason.
i just smoked upstairs and it was one of the worst choices ever...i swear i wasn't thinking... she's working from home at her computer by the window downstairs and i didn't even check if it was open. the wind was blowing the smoke right over to that window and i have no clue if she smelled it. then ( Read more... ) -
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I know it sounds stupid, but sometimes I feel like a monster. a big clumsy fat blob. the boogeyman under the bed.
I just want to be thin and elegant.
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Thoiathoiathoingthoing
I cheated myself
Like I knew I would
I told ya, I was trouble
You know that I'm no good
I'd give absolutely anything to be in Italy right now. Sitting under an umbrella at a little outside café, with a vanilla cappucino in front of me and a cigarette in hand.
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So Close! Well...Almost
OMG so this morning's weigh-in said I'm 139!!! IM IN THE 130'S! My GW1 is 130. GW2 is 125 and UGW is 120 or a tinybit less. YAY! I feel so close and hopeful! And to top it all off I got a few shades darker from tanning yesterday. If I can get skinny AND tan, this will be the best summer of my life. I'm not going to eat or drink anything until I ( Read more... ) -
morning
I'm going to liquid fast today. there was one more cookie in the stash under my bed so I took a bite, spit it out, and threw the cookie out.
I'm waiting for my grandma to leave for her physical therapy session so I can go downstairs and drink Crystal Light in peace. Then I'll have a cigarette and around 10 I'll go outside to tan for 3 hours, ( Read more... )
