thinking i should give lj another shot. after all, there's no bsc_snark on facebook. so here i am. let's see if it takes.

i'm still alive. miss everyone on here.

still feel sick pretty much constantly. no idea why. constant night sweats, always EXHAUSTED, always hot, all kinds of fun stuff. i'm between marathon naps right now. my body's been fucking wrong for over a year now, but this stuff is new.

just wanted to say hi everybody. hi everybody!

Numbness seems less bad, or maybe I'm just getting used to it. Eyesight/visual disturbances getting much worse. Can't tell any more with the tremors...they're not as constant and awful but they're still there. I'm almost afraid to stop worrying about it because I feel like if I do, that'll be inviting it to be something awful ( Read more... )

so it's been three years since dad.

still waiting for it to not hurt like this.

especially need him now, when dealing with my own health scares. mom tries but dad was the only one who could handle my particular brand of crazy.

went to doctor today because for the last...week or so, i guess, i went from intermittent left-sided weakness (which i assumed to be migraines cuz it's come with light sensitivity, weird smells and eye pain) to constant left-sided weakness. doctor agrees that something is up and is concerned. sending me to a neurologist in two weeks (soonest ( Read more... )

Resolutions ( Read more... )

On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )

maybe i'll try to read 100 books next year. i almost did it in 2007, and that was starting in the spring. it's not really that many.

can't believe i'm gonna be 30 next year. i really need to get my shit together.

to acknowledge that the halloween season is upon us, here's a picture of a pug dressed like scarlett o'hara.


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happy birthday jen. don't know if you still read lj at all, or mine, but i hope you have a great one and that your life is going well.