Today I decided something-
knowing I leave for college next summer, along with many other kids my age, I won't hold myself back anymore.
My original plan was to just focus, and not get involved with anyone/anything and just wait to avoid having to seperate myself from something.
But, I failed miserably. I cannot help but give and devote everything ( Read more... )

...you would take me anywherewow. I'm truly very happy right now. I got home from school today, thinking of how sick I felt and how badly I just wanted to lay down and never get up, when before I even knew it, I fell asleep. My brother had taken my temperature, it was confirmed I had a fever - and that was it ( Read more... )

I feel like my boyfriend is away in the army, or in prison or something. I can't really see him, or even talk to him.. and I'm literally worried sick about him. I know he'll be okay eventually, but I don't want it to just be temporary. I want him to be able to heal whatever wound it is that causes him so much pain. I really just want him to be ( Read more... )

be still my heartit's really interesting how one person can make you feel so many different things. i wish i could sit outside this relationship and observe the mechanics of it all, but i'd most likely die if i wasn't witnessing all this amazement first-hand. i want to understand every aspect of it, only to graduate what i feel, to actual realities ( Read more... )

I have to admit, I haven't been as happy as I am now, in a very long time. Not just smile & laugh kind of happy either..
the kind of happy that literally makes me glow and think beautiful thoughts and feel like there is nothing that could bring me down, as long as he is by my side.

an announcement everyone:
i have the most wonderful boyfriend in ( Read more... )

every scream went bleeding through these paper walls.
all the make up in the world couldn't hide the scarsi have to say, my 17th birthday really couldn't have been any better. My friends put in so much effort to make me feel special and I appreciate it so much. I got some really cool presents and I have to say, the best is my new accessory that ( Read more... )

i love how life has these dramatic changes in between journal entries. my friend i wrote about previously is doing better, he finally realized what drugs do to him. so hopefully things will turn around. and if not, i don't know how else to help.

but enough about other people,
i have exciting personal news.
i like someone ( Read more... )

What are you supposed to do when the fate of another is in your hands?

Do you step back and let nature take its course,
or do you step in and give all you can for the good of another's well-being ( Read more... )

I never knew heartbreak was so
PHYSICAL

WOW ( Read more... )