don't tell me you can't feel
because i know you're lying
and hiding something
you don't want the rest
of us to know. just another
jaded army boy with a
sense of numbness that
will spread to those who
love you that you leave behind
in empty shells.

fuck this.

In the end someone always gets hurt.  It's funny in the pained laugh kinda way.

I've watched one girl work through three of my freinds...damaging friendships along the way.  Now she is on a fourth.

Funny how much damage one 17 year old can cause.  It'll just be sad if she hurts another one of my friends.
I want to run off and go to MADD this summer, ( Read more... )

Wayne's air conditioner sounds like a drunk bee. that just isn't normal.

hmmmmmm. yeah. i am tired. but there is a pile of men sitting on my bed. normally this might be a good thing. well at least one of them is wayne, but the other one is gay...and the other one is kyle. hahaha.

i am not doing homework, as usual.  However...today I found out that ( Read more... )

he's not gonna wake up

they took waynes grandpa off all the sedatives and paralyzers and whatever...but as far as i know. he still hasn't woken up.

it's frightening. for all of us. but Memaw is still the strongest. she goes every day to see him. which is good. i mean it makes sense.  Waiting is the worst part. it always is.  it's when you brain can run around to all ( Read more... )

My fingers feel puffy. too much salt for one day ( Read more... )

hmmmm ( Read more... )

so. i seriously don't know when the last time i updated this crap was.

anyways. check this badass shit out! IM ON MY OWN LAPTOP! for shizzle...me and daddy bought it today. it is a netbook. so it is essentially for word-processing and interneting. but what more could a girl like me need?

well. so the reason i started writing this was because i had a ( Read more... )

someone remind me in what the point of getting involved is when the club i want to be in meets on the ONE OF  TWO DAYS I HAVE CLASS! Damn!
how lame is that.
for once i was getting into something i freakin care about. fuck it.

so....as of like ten minutes agoo....twenty?
four years and five months(ooooo)!

yeah.

so.......i started on my design for Threadless again. and now there is a flying bomber squirrel. hot. and a fuzzy stinky skunk. im still considering whether or not to do two diff tees...maybe?

are skunks carniverous occasionally? maybe...idk. Tequiza. quite. i need to ( Read more... )