so its warm out, yay! im totally going out to get a tan and do my hw, so then i can have it done so i can watch the Academy Awards tonight, wahoo. oh and it will be so much fun to get a tan and be tanner than my mom who came back from the gran camyons or however its spelt. it was funny, i put on my bikini(ow ow, only NOT) and i was like whoa im ( Read more... )

so today my dad couldnt come get me so i went to barnes and noble to read magazines rather than come home by bus as its nice to get nice quit time, as my house is never quit ( Read more... )

antioch was fun, i love how all i do is laugh and then i say a little something and now one heres but i laugh anyways. i really need to finish my talk and decide on what song i deff want to use damnit uuuugh! so i dunno what to give up for lent. i was thinking about giving up my meanness towards my parents but i dont know if i can successfully do ( Read more... )

so, tv tonight was depressing. i watch scrubs expecting a laugh, and this dudes best friend who never even got to his friends son, died, who was played by brandon fraser( i like him, he has this air about him that is just so great, i think its the crazy thing, i like crazy people as i am one), so of course i cried ALOT. and then will and grace and ( Read more... )

i love how i leave comments more than i actually update. what sucks too is that whenever i update im in retarded moods so my lj is always so emo, i am not going to do that anymore! i will update only when i am happy damnit! although this wont happen bc im generally happy when im w/ friends not stuck inside updating but whateva. since everyone else ( Read more... )

so, i couldnt decide on a mood, so i just decided to pick a random cool sounding word that had a funny pic that looks like my feeling.ahaha ( Read more... )

so totally wasted ( Read more... )

Happy on the outside ( Read more... )

ok, so ignore that ridiclous entry about an anxiety disorder. I dont know what I'm talking about. I think I was just in a really down mood, critisizing everything about myself and felt a need to vent. i have moods that change frequently, and i can get nervous and shit, but who doesnt? i dunno whateva. this is who i am and i dont care no more...well ( Read more... )