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The power of stupidity
I sit here for 8 hours a day helping people try and get their money back from sites and products they should KNOW are not going to be miracle-working items. I have conversations with people that can't even remember how to spell their own names. This has got to be affecting my mental health negatively. It seems that no matter how many times I ( Read more... ) -
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I think it's amazing that you can almost tell immediately tell how unintelligent
a person is by their sentence structure and their use of slang. If they're stubling over simple words it would be safe to assume their brain is grinding gears and not able to compute piecing those words together very well. -
Fall
I have all these memories flooding into my head, though it's only drops at a time. The scents of the fall bring so much to my mind, but only little flashes. I don't remember where they all have come from or when, but they make me feel... comfortable. I'm also filled a longing to relive these memories, but I don't have all the details of the ( Read more... ) -
Lightning and armor
There's a storm brewing in my head and I can't seem to escape it. I just have to let it pass. The thunder is building and rolling and the lightning is ready to strike. I walking around wearing a suit of armor, but for good reason. I'm not meaning to attract the lightning, just trying to repel stabs to the back and bullets to the brain. The ( Read more... ) -
I want the world
I really feel stagnant. I don't feel like any real progress is being made. But how do you really gauge progress? How do you measure success? I'm 24 years old, very soon to be 25. That's a quarter of a century. I don't feel like I've really accomplished anything. I continue to learn and absorb as much knowledge as I can, but I'm no scholastic ( Read more... ) -
Iron E
So, four days after I post something about wanting to find someone who wants to share the same adventures I do and has all the same interests, a friend of a friend pops out of thin air and claims she wants me. Great right? YES! Only problem is that she currently lives in JAPAN! When she lived in AZ, about 6 years ago, she was best friends with 2 ( Read more... ) -
The Joker's Poem
I'm only laughing on the outside
my smile is just skin deep
if you could see inside,
I'm really crying
might you join me for a weep?
Haahaahahahaaha! -
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So I told myself I was going to be doing more writing, so here goes ( Read more... ) -
my body hates me and I hate it right back
Diet for the last 72 hours ( Read more... ) -
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There is nothing I really want to say right now because all I want to do is delete everything and disappear. I am consumed by an overpowering sadness that shrouds me and fills me with dread. Keep telling yourself this is temporary. Keep telling yourself she won’t leave, she’ll keep loving you and everything will be miraculous. The distance is ( Read more... )