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久しぶりだね。
なんだか分かんないけどなにか書きたかった。
やっぱり一人じゃ寂しくて、いつも嫌な事ばかりが頭の中にぐるぐる回ってる。
どうしようもない事になちゃっても、怖くて怖くて、前には進めない。
いや。 たぶんこんな状態になったから、もっともっと怖くなった。
わたしの未来はなにがあるのか、全く知りたくない。
実は失敗するのが一番いやだから試してみたくない。
この２年間一生懸命頑張ってたのに、結局なにも変れなかった。だからまた頑張っても意味ないじゃん。
こんな風に思うのはダメだってよく解る。
何もしないと必ず永遠にこのままだってよく解る。
解るけどmotivationがない。やる気もない。
ただ、昔のように戻りたい気持ちだけもってる。
その日が来るまで、私の時間は止まってる。 -
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Its 4.45am and I'm at the airport.
Have been since 10.30pm
Why?
The plane apparently got hit by lightening when it was landing so now they're trying to fix it.
Its kinda funny that at every announcement, they're like "you're flight has been delayed for another hr. we're sorry for the inconvenience".
Actually I take it back.
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1 exam and 5 chemistry tests to go.
I'm pretty sure I failed the last 2 exams and will be failing another one tomorrow. -.-;
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While I'm on LJ I might as well release my inner otaku for a while.
KINGDOM HEARTS 358/2 DAYS ♥♥♥
Like OH EM GEE! Where do I even begin?
All those cut scenes of Roxas and Axel eating sea-salt icecream together while watching the sun set! *spasm*
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Where did study week go ( Read more... ) -
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Histopathology prac exam in 4 hours ( Read more... ) -
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It suddenly got really cold today, with heavy rain and wind ( Read more... ) -
SHITTY UNI COORDINATORS!!
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WTF!!!??? SINCE WHEN DID W-INDS AND G-DRAGON COLLAORATE ON A SONG ( Read more... ) -
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I've been catching up on Skip Beat! episodes and the 2nd ending song sounded really familiar. And then it hit me!! It sounds exactly like Panic Channel's Magical Dreamer but a ballad version. I had to hunt around for Panic's CD coz it was really bugging me and the song isn't on my itunes anymore. Its so nostalgic though, listening to Panic Channel ( Read more... )