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Sep 20, 2006 01:36

well were should i start. Okay for the first time in my life i am enjoying being by myself.I'm using this time to basically find myself. for a while now i have been trying to fill a void in my life that is not my responsibility to do. It's like you want some thing and u know it's not good for you. It's like i was trying to be in a life that wasn't ( Read more... )

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safire_kisses September 23 2006, 01:09:11 UTC
What U wrote really makes me see U in a different light. I know that times get rough and I see that you know and believe that it will be ok just trust in God's plan I love you very much and I want you to be happy and we can be happy and live life and love God for the rest of our lives. That is my goal. I am learning new things everyday and I am dealing with some things also but I know that if we stick together and just love each other the way God intended for us to do then we will be alright. I am not going to say that I am having a bad time in my life but I feel your pain. Another thing that touched me and I almost started crying..

How do u deal with the fact that u want to be with some one that want to be with u but won't be with u because it is morally wrong.I am so glad that you finally see what I was saying. I think my feelings just deepend for you. It's hard tp find a true friend and U have been that from the start no matter what was going down U had my back. God is going to bless you something good babygirl and I can't wait ( ... )

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thank u glorified_4_eva September 23 2006, 05:45:06 UTC
thank u shawn for understanding me. okay i'm in tears now because the poem is so beautiful. shawn i don't wan tto be in another relationship and waste time and i don't want to let my feelings for u hurt our relationship. I realized that that is very selfish of me and that i need to trust and believe God. U know what i'm using this time ot heal all of the wounds that i have just "doctor" on instead of letting them heal. I have bad days and when i do don't take it personal it's just one of those days. now that u know how this is affecting me please don't take it personal if i do have a gloomy day. I also taking this time to focus more on the real meaning of love so when i have the opportunity again i will understand it and cherish it.Shawn always remember that u can do ALL things through Christ who strenghtens u. so don't give up. and don't beat yourself up. just stay focused and continue to ask God for the strenght and i guarantee he'll give it to u. These mountains in our lives will move in JESUS name! and I command any spirit of ( ... )

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Re: thank u glorified_4_eva September 23 2006, 16:35:26 UTC
I love you to always thank you for loving me.

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