today i raped the French exam, 100%. i now have a 99.9% average for the year. i hung out with Jeanne after the French exam, it was fun. nothing beats soup in a sourdough bread bowl on a cold and rainy day, with Jeanne's company.

in art, i failed to do what i had hoped to do...i know i'm going to regret this all summer.

okay, tomorrow i'll quit stalling and make my move. it's just a girl, what am i so afraid of?

this week has been pretty good. i've done all of my homework and received pretty good grades. i'm really glad that Environmental and Psych are over with. I'm also really enjoying my new job. Everyone there is really awesome and so welcoming. i'm becoming happier, and moving on with my life. i can't wait for the summer, being 18, and working a ( Read more... )

Kesiah moving has totally ripped me apart. emotionally, and physically. i'm completely exhausted and i feel lost and helpless. i'm not trying to whine, but very very few of you know the situation completely meaning that very very few of you know exactly how much she meant to me. it couldn't even be compared with anything else. she blew me away ( Read more... )

so last night i drove Kesiah to the airport after i got off work. it was probably the hardest thing i've ever done. but there really wasn't much i could do to stop her. in a couple of hours she'll land at Charles De Gualle and start her knew life in Paris. The entire situation is really tearing me apart, so if i'm in an extremely bad mood or ( Read more... )

when they find her on the shore, they'll say "the shark that got her was an effective killer ( Read more... )

and for the second night in a row, A Days Change played a beautiful set. I wouldn't have missed it for anything. Had a really good day too. Hung out with Matt and Cameron before the show, and we met up with Luke and Jeff. Jeff's really cool, i'd never met him before. and i'm really glad that Luke and i are getting to be pretty good friends.

tonite we all drove down to Lancaster for the AgainstYourWill/A Days Change show. it was a lot of fun. A Days Change kicked ass and Against Your Will had a good first show, despite the fact that Blake fell off of Bobby's amp. it was a good show, hear a couple other good bands and met some really awesome people.

Fear Before did a damn good job live. The Chariot, amazing live. and Spencer Chamberlain did a pretty good job tonite, so i have more respect for him and new Underoath after tonite. it was a great show, and i had a lot of fun. what a great nite.

tonite was amazing. Dan, you're my best friend. i absolutely cherish my friendship with you and am beyond grateful for you being my friend. i can talk to you about absolutely anything, and no matter what you'll listen. everytime i've needed someone to talk to, you've always been there for me, and i appreciate it so much. thank you for