the nights drives and after midnite coffee's have been amazing. i'm so glad mK and i have been up to said activities lately. discovering new places, and come creepy motherfucking places. oh the sticks do actually have something to offer...odd entertainment that is.

last nite i went for a long drive through about 50 miles of winding country roads, to clear my head. it started out nice, as it was one of the coldest nights in months and it was the right temperature to have the windows down and the heat running. such a drive gets you thinking about a lot of things though. thinking about my parents, who i ( Read more... )

this is my first update in over a month. it's after midnite, so technically it's my 18th birthday...not that anyone gives a fuck. go me, i can finally buy my own cigarettes. i spent most of the nite at the Graves, it was nice to hang out with Kim.

i'm starting to lose hope in a lot of things. a lot of people are continuing to do things i wish they wouldn't, and it seems like i can't get close with any of my friends anymore. i'm ready to meet new people, but it seems that it isn't going to happen. i'm always fighting a losing battle.

I AM: shy ( Read more... )

matt: "dude, your ass is boner"
luke: (speachless, with a look that says "what the fuck do i say to that?")

tonite was really relieving. we got to talk, deeply about a lot of things from both of our lives. i'm glad we talked, was the first time i've talked about several things to anyone. it's nice to have someone i can trust with some of the things i've been hiding for my entire life. she's been really great. thanks Shelby, i really appreciate ( Read more... )

i'm really bothered with all of my "friends" recent findings of alcohol. it seems that it's very rapidly come into a lot of people's lives and i thought a lot more of these people before this began. and the reason i put friends in quotes, is because i'm starting to doubt how much they consider me their friend. i never get a call to meet anyone, ( Read more... )

so i've been working a lot lately. 41.5 hours this week, to be exact. it's going to be a nice paycheck but it's only the third day of summer and i'm already dead tired. i'm enjoying work, but it's just been occupying a lot of my time, and i haven't seen any of my friends in days.

ever just meet someone, but you feel like you've known them for such a long time? i just did. she's very nice, and has a subtle beauty to her. she's really awesome, and i'm glad i met her.