Holiday commentfic

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MASTERPOST:
READ ALL THE FICTION

FILLS:
Sam/Dean have amnesia and the rest is wincestory. for mdlaw

Becky helps Sam and Dean, and in return demands that Sam has to play her bf. Dean doesn't like it. at all. for cristo-nara

♥ a little expansion on the last scene of A Very Supernatural Christmas for lavishsqualor

Death crashes the Singer-Winchester Christmas party. for peachpai

Comments

[heard_the_owl]

I am starting to feel SOOOOO spoiled! <3<3<3<3<3
(obstinatrix can kick my buns later but I'm mostly stealing this inspiration from her. I tried to ask but she's probably sleepies.)

You know that scene in 7.02 when Dean squeezes Sam's hand and tells him "this is real"? Well, Sam's hand heals but he still needs the reminder, that little bite of pain to link him to the real world. S'good Dean's there to help.

AND I LOVE YOU, SWEETHEART! HOPE YOU'RE DOING GREAT! *huggles*

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It takes Sam longer than it should to realize where Dean is going with this; the curse of a hope

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Until one day when they're in the bathroom, their joint reflection quiet in the mirror, shoulders brushing. Sam realizes what is actually going on, and then he's just pissed

[heard_the_owl]

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I...speechless. You are AMAZING. Just...wow.

I've been saving these up! Your writing is seriously finer than the best chocolate truffles (IMO-the BEST POSSIBLE THING AVAILABLE ON EARTH) and only to be indulged in when I've been very good and have finished all my chores.

Or maybe for right now when my husband has gone to hang with his bf and the kids are asleep. \0/

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That's so nice of you! I'm so glad these make you happy! I wanted to give everyone presents bc you've all made ME really happy with comments etc. So, yes. I'm glad you liked it.

[aliassmith]

Sam's Lucifer-visions might be an excuse for Dean to flirt like a five year old, but obviously he'd be doing it even without the excuse. Such an overgrown child :D

Loved this!

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I'm glad that came across! I am a sucker for stories where one of them thinks they know what's going on, but really the other person is just super into them. Yep.

[zempasuchil]

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

this is the best thing!!! just yesterday I was craving "Dean hurts Sam to keep him in touch with reality" fic and this has delivered in the best way :DDDD what a wonderful Dean in this, oh man <3

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I WANT IT IN ALL THE FIC.

[zempasuchil]

WHAT IF ALSO THE INVERSE - Sam finds the tactic effective and hurts Dean to help remind him that he is alive and Sam is here for him?

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Perhaps, perhaps....

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Just returning to ask...what exactly would this look like?
*chinhands*

[zempasuchil]

It would just be an interesting turnaround for a fic to do. Sam's got this hand-pinching device that Dean gave him to keep him anchored in reality. He'd be pretty lost without it - he was desperate in the warehouse scene and Dean had to talk him down. Dean's grip on reality is okay but his will to go on living is pretty weak. I just like the idea that New Sam, being disciplined and healthy in most of his habits, would see using pain as positive reinforcement as a possibility for Dean too. He could give Dean the same gift Dean gave him - to show Sam's there for him. Not so much the fact that it's pain but that it's a draw of sharp sensation and physical existence that keeps Dean from being lost in a drunken haze. It's the mutual support and you're-my-brother, I'd-do-anything-for-you thing that goes both ways that is super delicious :)

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Oh my gosh, I am so down with this. Can I credit you and write it into something?

[zempasuchil]

Haha, if we're getting into crediting people for ideas I have to say that twoskeletons is the one who tossed it to me. Neither of us is likely to write it, though, so omg it would be soooo awesome if you ended up writing it!

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Ok, I will keep this in mind.